1. She watches them splash blood in the hallway like forgotten warriors in a war long gone cold; because there was a victor (maybe) or a winning side (doubtful) and only the old ones come out to lick their wounds and break them open (just one last time). with capes and stuff
5. "But I've seen the future remember? Last Slayer in the world - has a crazy twin brother? We did this part already!" shadow girls
6. The knock comes too soon. She's still staring down at her shirt in her hand. you're here, too?
7. She can sometimes still feel the earth fall away under her feet and there's nothing but water and water and water everywhere. and they say I'm the prickly one
8. It's like lather, rinse, repeat the way you always find each other. patterns in the sand
13. There were three things in her life that Dawn was angry about for all the wrong reasons. being feeling, angry human
14. She kept checking her phone and email, wishing someone would make contact, before reminding herself for the last time (she swears) that there's no one on the other end. years away and nowhere to go
15. She will sometimes dream up the perfect boyfriend when she is safe between her covers and the lights are all off and her white noise machine is set to low and her to-do list for today is complete and the to-do list for tomorrow is expertly color-coded and her nightly facial regime is done and the day is over so she lets herself sink between the sheets and paint a man in the sky like clouds. hold still, the painting isn't done
16. how dare you (she whispers in a still, small voice.) smoke and flame
12. He learned how to protect his heart. How to guard it. How to make demands for it. How to treasure it the way he treasured the people he gave his heart recklessly to. Too bad Kim Jaejoong never learned that lesson for himself. how to break hearts and lose your own
13. This is what she thinks makes her so human, in the end. The moments when she wishes she weren't. being feeling, angry human
14. Time works like this: with your lips on mine in a crowded college party and we are just two girls with beers in our hand and lights in our eyes and devils on our shoulders. years away and nowhere to go
So I decided to do 20 because I thought that was a good number, right? This is everything I have written in 2014!!! and this is the moment where I probably should say something profound about my writing, but all I can really focus on is HOW MUCH OMG. (And I didn't even include Noona!)