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im going to see The Dukes of Hazard tonight with a couple ppl i met at school yesterday
i feel so retarded cuz i almost dont want to go...
i thought i wanted to leave bradenton but its so weird being in a place where everything is so alien to me
i mean i know i know .. i need to give it time but what if i never find people that i want to spend time with
i just want to be with my friends
i miss matt
i almost miss living in bradenton but what was different about there
i pretty much knew who anybody was cuz nobody gave a fuck
why does it feel like nothings going to change ever
that im never gonna feel like i really fit in and people actually want to be around me, are themselves, and i dont know when am i gonna be happy?
i feel so retarded cuz i almost dont want to go...
i thought i wanted to leave bradenton but its so weird being in a place where everything is so alien to me
i mean i know i know .. i need to give it time but what if i never find people that i want to spend time with
i just want to be with my friends
i miss matt
i almost miss living in bradenton but what was different about there
i pretty much knew who anybody was cuz nobody gave a fuck
why does it feel like nothings going to change ever
that im never gonna feel like i really fit in and people actually want to be around me, are themselves, and i dont know when am i gonna be happy?