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wow i dont' even know how to feel..
my mom just told me she wanted to buy 1 bouqet of flowers and 1 balloon to use for my brother and me.
my bro's graduating from hopkins tomorrow and she wants to reuse the things for me on thrusday because she's too cheap to buy another set for me.
i guess my k-12 years of hardwork and efforts to her is only worth half of that 12 dollar bouqet of albertsons flowers and only $2.50 of that 5 dollar congratulations balloon.
i love how she just fucking got a new 95,000 car yesturday and yet she can't spare an extra (17x2) OMG 34 DOLLARS!!! to make her 2 sons happy
the only reason she is giving us flowers is because she doesn't want to look bad in front of other parents who actually care for their kids, thus the best way to save money
AND look good save money is to buy one set of things and use it twice! who cares about how i feel, graduating from high school is nothing worthy of spending that extra money for
what im most pissed off about is that she only cares bout her image to other people, shes dying her hair black right now to improve her visual apperance and wants to look good in front of other people and seem like a caring and good mother by giving me flowers and a balloon, everything is what people think about her and us
what i'm most dissapointed and sad about is that she doesn't even think that my graduation is worhty of spending that extra money, 13 years of schooling, of pain, of studying, of staying up till 3 am studying, working to memorize equations, memorize formulas are nothing to her as long as she can save some money.
sorry to sound emo but this really bothers me persoanlly at least, it may not seem like a big deal to some people but at least to the people i discussed it with thought it was a pretty big deal, which is how i feel
so if my mom asks anyone where and when graduation is please dont tell her, just by her telling me that pretty much ruined my graduation for me already. i just pray to god that she won't actually be there in person to give me those reused flowers and that reused balloon. if any of you see me popping balloons and throwing away flowers u'll know why
my mom just told me she wanted to buy 1 bouqet of flowers and 1 balloon to use for my brother and me.
my bro's graduating from hopkins tomorrow and she wants to reuse the things for me on thrusday because she's too cheap to buy another set for me.
i guess my k-12 years of hardwork and efforts to her is only worth half of that 12 dollar bouqet of albertsons flowers and only $2.50 of that 5 dollar congratulations balloon.
i love how she just fucking got a new 95,000 car yesturday and yet she can't spare an extra (17x2) OMG 34 DOLLARS!!! to make her 2 sons happy
the only reason she is giving us flowers is because she doesn't want to look bad in front of other parents who actually care for their kids, thus the best way to save money
AND look good save money is to buy one set of things and use it twice! who cares about how i feel, graduating from high school is nothing worthy of spending that extra money for
what im most pissed off about is that she only cares bout her image to other people, shes dying her hair black right now to improve her visual apperance and wants to look good in front of other people and seem like a caring and good mother by giving me flowers and a balloon, everything is what people think about her and us
what i'm most dissapointed and sad about is that she doesn't even think that my graduation is worhty of spending that extra money, 13 years of schooling, of pain, of studying, of staying up till 3 am studying, working to memorize equations, memorize formulas are nothing to her as long as she can save some money.
sorry to sound emo but this really bothers me persoanlly at least, it may not seem like a big deal to some people but at least to the people i discussed it with thought it was a pretty big deal, which is how i feel
so if my mom asks anyone where and when graduation is please dont tell her, just by her telling me that pretty much ruined my graduation for me already. i just pray to god that she won't actually be there in person to give me those reused flowers and that reused balloon. if any of you see me popping balloons and throwing away flowers u'll know why