this is the end my friend

Jan 25, 2006 00:52

goodbye my friend

love

this is the end.

started as best friends



xHCABx FOREVA

ice palace! we were supposed to buy used xanth books at that book store over there


Diego!!


i was so innocent to you then



a kiss
:] first one together



"i molestashed you"



where did i love you begin


adventures to kapolei every weekend


i dont even do that anymore..

"malia..im moving next week"
i cried
for all of the things i wanted to happen that i knew wouldnt if you did

"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it and I promise you
I promise that I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"

Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make her glow
"Why are you so far away?" she said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you?
That I'm in love with you?"

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream...

Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone
Alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like heaven
- The Cure

i cried listening to that
when you told me you were leaving
that was the first time i realized
that i loved you.

and thank god...
you didnt have to leave



laughing outside in the rain



"i love you aaron!"



Shallow water cascades the street and slow begins the sink...
Silent rain persuades my feet to thow me to my knees.
Is it here in waist high aquamarine, that i find myself alone?
Can i ask you to craft a submarine, i'm shaking to the bone.
Drowning in your sympathy, can you see i need a raft?
Are you holding you hand out for me?... silly girl... You know i'm made of glass.
As threatening as the waters rage, i could sleep here at the bottom of the sea...
A sea of older age, different agenda's, a different crowd, what could happen to you
has happened to me...
I'm not right for this, I can Barely swim... i need help for myself, but i cant afford to Breath...
i need sight for this, i'm hanging by a limb... i need your help malia... I'm sorry sara would disagree. ...

slowly it had to end
time was running out



tony left.. moved away
your own brother

"i love you" against my neck.. chills down my spine

hesitation

"i... love you too"

"you dont mean it" warm breath

"i do.. i love you so much.. you dont even know"

content sigh

lips curved.. a smile upon the base of my neck.. "i know"

drugs..


i lied.

i let you do them
inside i was screaming for you to stop

innocence.. slowly slipping away


spending the night with you :]
leaving all nagging thoughts behind

i was free



"someday... you'll fall apart the way i put you together..."
nice caption aaron

we used to be friends...

"Well im sorry for the damages, but i've got an abundance of bandages. And it cant be that we're enemies, We even have childhood cartoon chemistry"
ironic that what you wrote about us when our friendship began
i hold on to for support.. to make it through to the end

goodbye
under.. different.. circumstances..
we could have been together
loving me past what was allowed

sleeping next to you as friends... 25 days ago.. not knowing.. where you stood
a soft kiss on the back of my neck as i was falling asleep
"i'll always protect you"



"catch you when i catch you...
hold you while i let you go."
- aaron brown
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