Why

Jul 31, 2004 21:10

I've been having the most confusing of time of late. In the Last few weeks i've been jumping for joy over the fact that a certain woman i've liked for some time now said that we should really start to hang out and do stuff together. Like going to dance lessons, pilates, yoga, pub hopping, listen to Jazz in the Rocks markets. Sort of fun dating sort of stuff it seemed to me. Kind of weird as this is after a year or so of seeing her once in a awhile during the uni breaks. Fisrt up we meet for coffee and to do a pilates class. During the ensewing conversation i find out the only a few mths ago did she break up with a her boyfriend of 4 yrs (i new about the BF before) and that she was currrently keeping her "options open" in regards to boys. The previous time i saw her she was with this other guy Phil, whom everyone knows to be a player and a cheater(on girlfriends).So what would u think given similar circumstances?
I never seem to learn my lesson about thinking of the future with someone when i'm not actually 100% sure that the feeling is mutual. I've gone as far as to knock another girl back when she's wanted to be with me. I'm a fool for love....
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