Apr 18, 2004 11:22
This time of year is supposed to be one of celebration for most ppl. Easter and what not, Birthday too are suppose to be celebrated. However the occasion for the past few years has only served to remind me of how lonely i really am in this world. I turn 29 on tuesday. I'm celebrating it today, but it feels empty. The passion i felt only 2 days ago dancing with Jenna is gone. In fact i think it disapeared only 4 hours after we met. Friends are like that as well, though the good times tend to last a little longer ...
This time last year i asked some 30 or so ppl to come celebrate my birhtday with me. Only 3 of them actually bothered to turn up. To those 3 i was grateful for making most of what we could. I'll see how i go this time around....