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Well this weekend has been...interesting haha. Thursday and Friday I didn't go to school so I spent the night w/ Emily Wednesday and we got up and went swimming at Candace Cope's house w/ adam matt tim jerrod and lacie. Then that night I went over to Gareths to eat cuz his parents were cookin for the seniors like his group of friends but he invited me too lol. I felt REALLY weird when I got there cuz everyone stared at me. But it might have been because I looked like I was from Africa cuz I got really dark that day and I had a headwrap on that looked like it would have come from there and then some thing over a tank top that it was like crocheted but it was really cool and I liked it sooo waalaaa! Then me and Adam went to the softball fields to watch marcus play, then back to gareths to watch a movie cuz there was nothing else to do on a thursday night haha. Then Friday Adam picked me up to take me to cheer practice and I had to turn in my choir dress and clean out my locker..for some reason it was kinda sad. Even though I"ll BE BACK NEXT YEAR WAAHOOOO! that sucks though...wish i was a senior...welp..nope, I dont. So Friday I had to come to my dads for the weekend and since Parker moved into an apartment like across the road from my dad I walked over there for the night. And it was just like me steven robby parker whit and tk. Well me and robby were talkin in his room for a while, we had a good talk. And then steven came in and robby left and while we were talkin, he kissed me. yes...STEVEN KISSED ME. For a second I was like in shock cuz I felt really bad b/c of Adam. After I went home I called Adam but he was in the movies. Saturday was graduation :(:(:(:(. I cried when they sang cuz that was the last time I'll see half of those people. But anyways..I took a picture w/ Adam and everything. Then afterwards I walked over to Parkers and it was just steven and robby there. Then tk and whit came over so I went home. I went back later cuz Steven really wanted me to call Adam and tell him what we did to see what he thought about it. I called him and told him...He took it well actually. He told me like it wasn't my fault cuz I didn't know he was gonna do it and I b/c of that I couldn't stop him. I felt better...But for some reason I had a feeling Steven was gonna kiss me again so I told Adam since he was goin to Destin this week and Cancun next week maybe we should like date other ppl too so he wont have to feel like he has an attachment back home. He was like ok thats cool. I still really like him and I hope he knows we're still dating cuz I really really really like him. But Steven is being DIFFICULT and is like "I want you all to myself, I dont want Adam to date you"...but I told him he would just have to give me time b/c I didn't know what I wanted yet and I think he respects that cuz I told him that all the things he's saying to me now I've heard before and it never worked. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO....I know what everyone else wants me to do..or at least the ppl that know about this whole thing. But anyways.....Im gonna go now and think some more. LEAVE ME COMMENTS BOUT THIS PLEEASEE!!