Two weeks later...two weeks wiser..
Hiho!
What news..
Went to Sligo with the choir. That was great fun altogether. After losing the competition (but doing pretty damn impressively for a choir together 3 weeks I think) we sat in a bedroom in the bnb (my bedroom, because the world revolves around me) and sang songs and drank drinks til the...not so late hours of the evening, then we went to some hotel reception yoke. In retrospect we should have stayed in the hotel. I was also probably the drunkest person there, which is awful bad, but I don't think I embarrassed myself *too* much...
Umm..I'm actually drawing a blank as to what else happened in the last two weeks. That's awful dodge. I know I've been...having fun...but I can't figure out...what exactly I've been doing. I should write here more often. I've been going out lots, I know that much, but I can't even remember any nights in particular that were good. Actually it's been mostly fairly average going out of late, haven't had a night that I woke up the next morning thinking "...that was fucking awesome", it's a general recipe, 6 bavaria, go to some establishment, fuck around drunk, get food, walk home. Needs more variation.
By variation, I mean needs more new girl. I just haven't met anyone that made me...want to do things in so long. Lisa was the first in a long long long time and I...don't want to try her again, she did give me a necklace and a bracelet after it ended though, which was nice of her. And the necklace is a simple stone kinda thing with two hearts on it linked together. Which is kinda dodge considering. But I like it, so I wear it. Two necklaces now. When I'm 50 you wont be able to see my neck. More to the point though, new girl is necessary. There was a brief new girl last week, but essentially I failed to get her and wasn't sure I really wanted her anyway. She'd be cooler to have as a friend methinks. Just feeling sort of...lonely I guess. I have friends and all, but I'd like to have someone to...want, as it were. Even if I couldn't have them. Like for ages after I figured Caoilfhionn didn't like me I still really wanted her, but I wouldn't even go for her now if she asked me. Just...nothing to strive for, nothing to wake up and make myself look pretty for. Perhaps I ought to actually try the academic side of college :)
Wah wah wah endless babble wah.
Future: Singing Thriller with the choir at the Halloween ball on Thursday, dressing up as Wolverine. Going to photography soc tomorrow, bout time I got back into it. Also need to make more new friends in college, and that'll be a case wherein I'm guaranteed to share an interest with everyone there. Juggling's good in that regard too, as you're all just trying to learn a silly skill and help eachother out. More friends leads to more fun. Fuck maths. Maths can be done later.
What news..
Went to Sligo with the choir. That was great fun altogether. After losing the competition (but doing pretty damn impressively for a choir together 3 weeks I think) we sat in a bedroom in the bnb (my bedroom, because the world revolves around me) and sang songs and drank drinks til the...not so late hours of the evening, then we went to some hotel reception yoke. In retrospect we should have stayed in the hotel. I was also probably the drunkest person there, which is awful bad, but I don't think I embarrassed myself *too* much...
Umm..I'm actually drawing a blank as to what else happened in the last two weeks. That's awful dodge. I know I've been...having fun...but I can't figure out...what exactly I've been doing. I should write here more often. I've been going out lots, I know that much, but I can't even remember any nights in particular that were good. Actually it's been mostly fairly average going out of late, haven't had a night that I woke up the next morning thinking "...that was fucking awesome", it's a general recipe, 6 bavaria, go to some establishment, fuck around drunk, get food, walk home. Needs more variation.
By variation, I mean needs more new girl. I just haven't met anyone that made me...want to do things in so long. Lisa was the first in a long long long time and I...don't want to try her again, she did give me a necklace and a bracelet after it ended though, which was nice of her. And the necklace is a simple stone kinda thing with two hearts on it linked together. Which is kinda dodge considering. But I like it, so I wear it. Two necklaces now. When I'm 50 you wont be able to see my neck. More to the point though, new girl is necessary. There was a brief new girl last week, but essentially I failed to get her and wasn't sure I really wanted her anyway. She'd be cooler to have as a friend methinks. Just feeling sort of...lonely I guess. I have friends and all, but I'd like to have someone to...want, as it were. Even if I couldn't have them. Like for ages after I figured Caoilfhionn didn't like me I still really wanted her, but I wouldn't even go for her now if she asked me. Just...nothing to strive for, nothing to wake up and make myself look pretty for. Perhaps I ought to actually try the academic side of college :)
Wah wah wah endless babble wah.
Future: Singing Thriller with the choir at the Halloween ball on Thursday, dressing up as Wolverine. Going to photography soc tomorrow, bout time I got back into it. Also need to make more new friends in college, and that'll be a case wherein I'm guaranteed to share an interest with everyone there. Juggling's good in that regard too, as you're all just trying to learn a silly skill and help eachother out. More friends leads to more fun. Fuck maths. Maths can be done later.