liar
And While Something In Me Wonders Whose Hand You'd Be Holding
Flashes Of Her Flowered Face Parade On My Rain
The Walls We've Built Are Solidly Waterproof;
And Withstand Despite The Irateness Of Strain
It's Dimensions More Difficult To Forget What You Used To Commit
When Our Sinful Weaknesses Reek The Same
Brush The Dust Off My Muscles Require Reminding
Please; Cease Teasing Once You've Seen Us
She Seeps Intervenous
He Sleeps Inbetween Us
Invisibly Invading Trust
Passively Provoking Lust
Resting In Wretched Rust
Ironic Injections
Infection Is A ByProduct Of Proper Protection
Wordiness Is A Side Effect Of Proper Expression
YOURE GAINING GRADUAL GROUND WHILE SACRIFICING RESPECT
I'll Never Pat Myself On The Back Or Reward The Resisting Of Instincts
I Forever Stab Myself In The Back For Not Heeding When The Lord Speaks
Clearly Condescended Consolation Means Nothing
My Stupid Subconscious Tends To Be Chronologically Dislexic
Speak Sweetly Via Silence; By Hastened Vibrations The Situation Accepts It
And I MAKE UP For Past Neglect
And I MAKE UP Fake Stories; Too Bored To Relate
And I MAKE UP My Face; But Never My Mind
And I MAKE Myself So UPset
When Taking Up For The Habitually Erect
And Mistaking This Gate For The Hard To Get
Forsaking My Traits B/c I MAKE ME SICK
And Whats Worse
Youre A Dumb And Deaf Nurse
Asking The Numb And Dead What Hurts
We Throw Them Around
Smile- Thumbs Up
Frown- Thumbs Down
Though The Gentle Gesture Murdered So Many Innocent If It Came From A Crown
I Could Spend Forever Figuring Out 'Who I Am'; Answerless, And Be Aware In The End Only Of How Much It Never Mattered...
Our Worthwhile Purpose On This Murky Earth Is Shattered By The Naive Facetiousness That We Are Living Simply To Flirt And Flatter
IM SO TIRED OF BEING DEFINED BY MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER
OR THE SIGNIFICANT LACK THEREOF
Joel Can Explain Love; But Who's Actually Felt It?
Other Than Divine Love; I Think I'm Fine Without It...
As Long As I Suffer; I Find Solace In Song
...howoftendoyoucatchmesinging...
Stone-Etched First Impressions
With Sarcasm Cynically Spewing
The Realization Of My Indecent Aggression
Self- Appendage Chewing
And I'll Be Gone Long Enough To Think, Soon
Unobligated If Not Unable To Swoon
Just Me, CD's, My Hope, The Sea, And The Moon...
With Space To Trace My Sillhouette Outside Of Someone Else's Shadow
Sentences Intensions May Be Tinted With Sincerity; But The Letters Still Somehow Spell Out Shallow...
Or Maybe I Just Read Exceedingly Deeply; Into A Self-Proclaimed Illustration
I Have An Obsessive Compulsion With Imperfection
Ears Irkingly Ringing Of The Echoed Stereotypes Im Squished In
APATHY IS TRAPPING ME; And I Stay In The Squares, Now, When Pushed In...
I Am Boarish Bitter; Imagining What Belittlements Could Have Easily Been Hindered If I Bit My Tongue Instead Of My Nails...
Even As Insecurities Plague My Outward Mannerisms I'm Assumed Snobbish?
Who Could I Possibly Be Above??
The Floating Debride Remnants Of My Purity Commit Suicide Everyday Just To Escape The Vast Company Of My Majorital Personality...
I Impale Impish People; And At Random Reassemble Their Entrails
Keeping Bloody Souvenirs And Condemning The Details
Will I Ever Be Adamless?
Making Minimum Wage
Making Minimal Sense
Here I Sit 25,200 Seconds A Day;
Wasting My Time Complaining Eloquently About Wasting My Time
Engulfed In Technology I Can't Understand
Surrounded By Music I Loathe
And Consumed With The Headaches Caused By Staring At Discoloured
Flourescent Lights...
Is Quoting Yourself Without Siting Plagiarism?
Is Eating Yourself Cannabalism?
Is Hating Yourself A Sin...
AHGWEFMFTFI?
I Don't Make Trash; I Burn It
You Don't Instill Respect; You Earn It
I'm Rambling And It's More Than Amply Annoying
Kristen's Lotion Of Motivation
Anticipation Toward Vacation
In No Way Outweighs
This Mental Masterbation
And The Fraternized Annihilation
Reflected In These Foolish Follies
Of Mingling With Morningstar...
I'm So Ephing Done
Life Is A Giant Vitamin I Cant Swallow
But Would Die Without Consuming
Left Slowly Choking With The Taste Of Necessary Unpleasantries
So Disgustingly Distinct I Cannot Properly Pronounce My Last Words...
So Much For Going Out With A Bang
So Much For Going Out With Anyone
So Much For Leaving A Mark
So Much For Nothing...
*every living creature on this earth dies alone*
I Guess Dying Will Feel A Lot Like Living, Then...