Eek, my mind is blank. I dont like it.
At all. I think its a mixture of the dex and the fucking salvia... and the one plum and few samples i've eaten today. Maybe, maybe its me being stressed about stuff and worrying so much about it that my mind just stops. I think it moves into my body, feeling all anxious and whatnot. I still gotta finish my paper. Its down to me HAVING to use my time for this shit, and I know I'm going to get it done, but i'm also stressing about money and rent and needing to stop spend money on drugs. Weed I can afford. I can always afford weed. But all this dex and the salvia today. I just need to spend money on food. Food only.
And concerts.
I should write up a schedule plan thing for me after all of this shit is over with.
Im worried that this isn't going to go away after school is over. That I'm going to be freaking out for a time after.
I think its obvious I need a break.
Meh.
Marijuana does help bring me back though. Calms me down. I'm already feeling much better.
Jesus Christ, i think i've got anxiety problems. Avoidable, self-induced anxiety problems. Nooo!!!
And concerts.
I should write up a schedule plan thing for me after all of this shit is over with.
Im worried that this isn't going to go away after school is over. That I'm going to be freaking out for a time after.
I think its obvious I need a break.
Meh.
Marijuana does help bring me back though. Calms me down. I'm already feeling much better.
Jesus Christ, i think i've got anxiety problems. Avoidable, self-induced anxiety problems. Nooo!!!