Animals...
What a week. All that shit with patrick (which is doing much better, btw), school, work work work. I had the worst weekend ever. Work was super busy all weekend. Saturday I opened, and we were fucking swamped but the time dragged. I had had an upsetting night before so I was thinking about it all day, and all i wanted to do was go home. So i get off work, drivin home, and all of a sudden I see a deer in the middle of the road, then BAM, it gets hit by the oncoming traffic, flips into the air from the impact and lands right in front of my car. By the time i hit the breaks I was already driving over it. I panicked. I've never seen anything like that before, never had anything like that happen to me before, never ran over an animal before, and I was automatically traumatized. It was on the part of Cooper point that had no turn off, and i saw in my review mirror that the car that hit it and another car had stopped, and i didnt know what the fuck to do so i kept on home, tears rolling down my face and chest heaving in deep panicky breaths. It was fucking horrible. I called patrick at work, he came home right away and found me weeping uncontrollably in the bathtub, trying to carry on with my usual after work routine, and i'm feeling incredibly guilty about not stopping to see if was ok or not. So i get out and he comes with me to check and see if its still in the road. There was no sign of it, and being the good guy he is Patrick says everythings ok, that the people took care of it, "don't worry baby, it wasn't your fault, you didn't kill anything." Unfortunatly he had to go back to work, but i just went home and slept for four hours until he got home. UGH. That was so intense, so sad.
I got to sleep in this morning, not having to work till 2, but i went in 45 mins early to make some food before my shift. No food, just an early clock-in and a shitload of people to serve. Nothing was done on the opening list, so I fucking had to rock out super harcore today. Worked my ass off, soooo much to do. And i am wiped. Gonna smoke some weed and go to bed.
I got to sleep in this morning, not having to work till 2, but i went in 45 mins early to make some food before my shift. No food, just an early clock-in and a shitload of people to serve. Nothing was done on the opening list, so I fucking had to rock out super harcore today. Worked my ass off, soooo much to do. And i am wiped. Gonna smoke some weed and go to bed.