Jul 20, 2005 10:05
Rofl. Tom and I are now official partners for doubles cribbage. Whoo hoo. We had the smack talk, the high fivin, and the pair for ten. Last night fuckin ROCKED! I also got told i was hot by Toms roomate Kelvin. Thats the second person ever to actually say that to me. (thanks baby :P) I also opened up a gigantic can of worms with Patrick, starting a conversation with him about nonmonogomy and not finishing it. What?! I was turned on. This big football player lookin black guy openly said I was hot and asked if pat and I were still nonmonogomous. Tell me that wouldnt be fun. ANYWHOOS. I dunno whats goin on. I've been in one single relationship my entire life, the one I am still completely happy to be in... but I have my once a week visit and thats about it. The thing is, its not really the sex i'm worried about, though it would be fun and I would participate. I guess a little part of me is curious to see what a relationship with someone else would be like. Theres no way i'm about to go break it off with a fantastic guy who makes me feel like the greatest being on earth. Who I know and understand. With mutual humor standings. Who I love.
Ugh.
I dunno.
I cant wait to see him this weekend.