Jan 09, 2006 17:01
Dear Sandy,
There are so many things I'd like to say to you that putting some of it in writing seems inadequate. I could say I miss you and I love you, and although those words are so true, I've been asked to write about things that I wish I had told you.
I never did apologize for making our relationship so difficult in the beginning. We both simply swept that time in our lives under the rug--something that we both let happen because it came so easy. I should've known that the same selfish, destructive choices I had made in one failed relationship weren't going to make another succeed. I was the one who persued you, and there I was trying to hide it.
I was absolutely taken with you from the moment I saw you, Sandy. I know we had a brief amount of time together, and it hurts to know I could've made just a little more of that time better than it was.
And yes, I miss you. And only you and God know how much I love you.
Kerry
sandy,
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