Just emotions!!
Today was rather boring, it consisted of sleep, movies, cleaning, laundry..and thats about it..didn't do a damn thing most of the day So this entry may be a little boring like most of mine are so just go with it haha!!
I have recently been down lately..I don't think it's for any specific reason..just because I'm a girl and girls get like that I guess..it sucks!! I am just lonely confused, crushed, hurt, broken, sad, angry, cranky, tired...bla you pretty much name it and ya..thats what I am feeling right now!! I am sure there will be a few people who get mad at me for this LJ entry..so I'll apologize now sorry guys don't get too pissed off at me!!
I can't even begin to describe my feelings or what the hell is bothering me so much..but it's things that pick at me slowly and bring me down..i hate it, and I hate being like this..it's time for a change! I hate it I hate it I hate it GRRRR!!!! I always think that things could be much different if only things were done differently..and I absolutely hate thinking that..everything happens for a reason..I have to learn to accept that fact!! I think Maybe I need alone time..or maybe I just need to be around my closest friends I'm not sure..I need to have a good girl talk with someone haha!! And maybe I even need to cry with someone..who knows could maybe make me feel better?!
I am hoping that the week gets better..the Tim McGraw concert is this coming Sunday sould be lots of fun..hope I get my money to syd by Wed..If not i'm kinda screwed and won't be able to go hmm!
I have recently been down lately..I don't think it's for any specific reason..just because I'm a girl and girls get like that I guess..it sucks!! I am just lonely confused, crushed, hurt, broken, sad, angry, cranky, tired...bla you pretty much name it and ya..thats what I am feeling right now!! I am sure there will be a few people who get mad at me for this LJ entry..so I'll apologize now sorry guys don't get too pissed off at me!!
I can't even begin to describe my feelings or what the hell is bothering me so much..but it's things that pick at me slowly and bring me down..i hate it, and I hate being like this..it's time for a change! I hate it I hate it I hate it GRRRR!!!! I always think that things could be much different if only things were done differently..and I absolutely hate thinking that..everything happens for a reason..I have to learn to accept that fact!! I think Maybe I need alone time..or maybe I just need to be around my closest friends I'm not sure..I need to have a good girl talk with someone haha!! And maybe I even need to cry with someone..who knows could maybe make me feel better?!
I am hoping that the week gets better..the Tim McGraw concert is this coming Sunday sould be lots of fun..hope I get my money to syd by Wed..If not i'm kinda screwed and won't be able to go hmm!