Another night in the pool!
So, my day was so eventful...I went to the gym with JC this afternoon..I think we had a great workout!! My body felt great after leaving the gym...I was surprised but now my abs and legs hurt really bad and I can barley move hah...uhm, but I guess that in the long run it will all payoff, I just need to stick to it and just watch the things I eat, JC YOU need to help me with that kay boo..sigh
Right now, JC, Syd and I are at Anna's house..once again we went swimming..too me it just didn't seem to be as fun as last night, BUT it was still a great night anytime with friends is always fun..Everyone is watching tv right now, and just hanging around being lazy...I thought I'd update since I really dont wanna watch tv..or anything, I have these down feelings right now and I don't feel up to doing much but keeping to myself I don't want my mood to be pushed off on the others and make them have a bad time or effect their moods, but I don't even know why I feel this way... =( I just feel like I'm not being my 'normal' self happy or whatever my 'normal' self maybe..I'm not sure what it is..I need a confidence booster..and I just need to have my lil ass cheered up if it's even possible anymore..I guess that it's just one of my weird random..bummed out modes that I get sometimes and it sucks..I miss the way things used to be, it's hard to even explain how they used to be I think back on things and I just simply miss them...I just have different feelings about so many things..so many emotions, and so many different thoughts running through my head lately..I dont know why, and I don't know whats wrong w/ me, maybe it's just me over reacting..maybe nothing is wrong at all!! I don't know....
Right now, JC, Syd and I are at Anna's house..once again we went swimming..too me it just didn't seem to be as fun as last night, BUT it was still a great night anytime with friends is always fun..Everyone is watching tv right now, and just hanging around being lazy...I thought I'd update since I really dont wanna watch tv..or anything, I have these down feelings right now and I don't feel up to doing much but keeping to myself I don't want my mood to be pushed off on the others and make them have a bad time or effect their moods, but I don't even know why I feel this way... =( I just feel like I'm not being my 'normal' self happy or whatever my 'normal' self maybe..I'm not sure what it is..I need a confidence booster..and I just need to have my lil ass cheered up if it's even possible anymore..I guess that it's just one of my weird random..bummed out modes that I get sometimes and it sucks..I miss the way things used to be, it's hard to even explain how they used to be I think back on things and I just simply miss them...I just have different feelings about so many things..so many emotions, and so many different thoughts running through my head lately..I dont know why, and I don't know whats wrong w/ me, maybe it's just me over reacting..maybe nothing is wrong at all!! I don't know....