Aug 06, 2004 12:41
It's hard to express my feelings right now..I've been in a bla mood for quite sometime now, NOT depressed just whatever I guess I feel left out and lonely,I didn't do much all week just spent quiet nights at home by myself, but maybe I needed that to gather thoughts and get in touch with my self..I don't know if it's helped or made matters worse?! Hmmmm
I need to have a good night and a good weekend..hope I find something fun to do...I think I'm going to cut and color my hair today or tomorrow I hope it goes well and looks decent if not then it will add to my weird crazy emotions and I'll prolly just cry more, but acutally have something to cry about..insted of not exactly knowing the reason for my tears haha!! I hope that some of us get the chance to hang out this weekend...Only two weeks until we start a new chapter in our lives!!! Quite exciting!!