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[kwazykelli]

It feels tight
it wont go deep enough
i am dizzy
I am weak
it hurts
I'm scared.

The bigger it is
the better I feel.
but it doesnt last long.
It goes away.
away too quickly
It is not sufficient.
It leaves me wanting more
needing more.
i cant live without it.
i know those who have died without it.

Its the last thing you do before you die.
Its the first thing you do when you are born.

Inhale
Exhale