cos all the stars are fading away just try not to worry you'll see them some day....
for some reason i just feel so stupid right now :\ like nothing seems right and for some random reason im very blue. i feel like i've let everyone down and im bring everyone down like a sunk ship. i feel mute and today i felt like a complete and utter zombie walking around. what is up with me? i feel so fat and gross and uncomfortable. i have absolutely no confidence yet only a couple weeks ago i thought i could conquer the world and take everything the world threw at me. i thought i understood everyone and what they were going through. is it a reality check? is it just me? or is it real...