Jun 09, 2005 01:28
one of the greatest most mysterious things in the world is what attracts one humanbeing to another. You have to understand that, in order to understand the concept of love itself and when you understand love, than things will be so much easier for you and for those who you love. Its more like a game than you would believe. although in this game you dont lose ,you get hurt your heart gets hurt everything feels horrible you feel betrayed and envious. And then as sad as it seems the player with the upperhand monopolizes on every thing, and thats what i unconciusly did caleb, and when you have a chance with a great girl you chose not to monopolize on that game. i met her at the beach before you, just because i didnt tell people i liked her does'nt mean i didn't. And by the way she sent me the messages you sent her i cant believe you'd say that man, how could you say i would hurt her and then at the same time be telling me to go for her. im one of the nicest people, and i regard myself as loving and kind, and you lied you lied to attempt to manipulate us.
even if it seems i have one i hav'nt my win is only temporary you always get hurt in life, and im just next in line but im going to enjoy things for now and sulk later, youll see every one will, ill have a kharma breakthrough its fate :/
i love you man
but now i love someone else to
*this entry is ment to help more than just you but all of those that are heart broken and confused*
i love all of you