Thinking about things... [::Day by dAy::]...
Yeah, so I def. went to Jens house today and it was so fun.. Once again I found myself laughing... And laughing... AND laughing... I love being with her because shes there when I need her the most, to talk about things, when I need a friend. And when were together everything is soo funii... I dunno.. We just "click."
I'm really good at breaking away and lettling loose people who I had feelings for.. Because I used to have feelings for this one girl and be crazy about her, but I'm not anymore. I think all the shyt we've been through (together and individually) has pushed me away from her. (NOT CLOSER TO ANYONE ELSE,) just away from her. If I really want a girlfriend, I can sure as hell find someone who won't treat me like that, be in love with me, and want to be with me. I also think that waiting for someone to change the way they feel about you is wrong also. I'm glad that I squashed all dis shyt so I can focus on SeNiOr YeAr♥♥... (♥`o7♥)... So I'm glad ta say that I have moved on. I don't like dwelling on shyt fa too long.. And I think thats exactly what I was doing.. It's juss soo painful to see someone you love with someone you hate so much. Is it wrong for you to think they don't care?? Is it wrong to think they're wronging you?? This whole problem was cleared up and I'm so glad...
I owe a very good friend to me a thanx for that... Jenifer Radnor♥♥... Thank you so much for being the bestest best friend ever Jen... You've really shown me a lot of things and I trust you because you've been exactly what I'm going through right now.. And just cause you're 5 months and some odd days older than me don't mean you can get a big head ; - }p juss kidding.. you know I love you...
So yeah.. I've thought about a lot of things today. And I'm glad I did..
ha ha... [::CONFUSION no_longer +escalades+ DaY by dAy::].. and im glad..
I'm really good at breaking away and lettling loose people who I had feelings for.. Because I used to have feelings for this one girl and be crazy about her, but I'm not anymore. I think all the shyt we've been through (together and individually) has pushed me away from her. (NOT CLOSER TO ANYONE ELSE,) just away from her. If I really want a girlfriend, I can sure as hell find someone who won't treat me like that, be in love with me, and want to be with me. I also think that waiting for someone to change the way they feel about you is wrong also. I'm glad that I squashed all dis shyt so I can focus on SeNiOr YeAr♥♥... (♥`o7♥)... So I'm glad ta say that I have moved on. I don't like dwelling on shyt fa too long.. And I think thats exactly what I was doing.. It's juss soo painful to see someone you love with someone you hate so much. Is it wrong for you to think they don't care?? Is it wrong to think they're wronging you?? This whole problem was cleared up and I'm so glad...
I owe a very good friend to me a thanx for that... Jenifer Radnor♥♥... Thank you so much for being the bestest best friend ever Jen... You've really shown me a lot of things and I trust you because you've been exactly what I'm going through right now.. And just cause you're 5 months and some odd days older than me don't mean you can get a big head ; - }p juss kidding.. you know I love you...
So yeah.. I've thought about a lot of things today. And I'm glad I did..
ha ha... [::CONFUSION no_longer +escalades+ DaY by dAy::].. and im glad..