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i am updating! finally! have been avoiding internet for somereason, think its because my laptop was under a pile of clothes which i really couldnt be bothered to shift. have partially tidyied my room...dont think ive ever fully tidyied it yet, the closet is was too full of stuff which i have no idea what to do with other than throw stuff away but i cant to that because im sure it will all come in useful at some point. my levels of laziness have reached a worrying new high. never before (since starting a levels) have i done so little. i almost feel like i should feel guilty. im in a precarious position, not quite able to let go and say with pride 'yes i am a couch potatoe' but not able to really do anything contructive either (apart from counting my toes and discovering new marmite combinations). argh indecisivness. (sp? who cares)
also on a completely different note: is it true that japanese babies have blue bottoms for the first couple weeks after birth? andrew who is doing a degree in japanese told me this and promises its the truth, im inclined to believe him but i dont want people thinking im gullible yknow?
i have been in a generally good mood since the end of college but this is interspersed by bouts of anxiety appearing from nowhere and hanging over my head for a few days. not sure what exactly its about or what im worrying about. have a vague idea but i dont really understand why its making me feel so anxious. anyways must stop procrastinating and must buy train tickets...and also pack and do a little more tidying
also on a completely different note: is it true that japanese babies have blue bottoms for the first couple weeks after birth? andrew who is doing a degree in japanese told me this and promises its the truth, im inclined to believe him but i dont want people thinking im gullible yknow?
i have been in a generally good mood since the end of college but this is interspersed by bouts of anxiety appearing from nowhere and hanging over my head for a few days. not sure what exactly its about or what im worrying about. have a vague idea but i dont really understand why its making me feel so anxious. anyways must stop procrastinating and must buy train tickets...and also pack and do a little more tidying