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so i don't find it unusual or odd but interesting.
i either feel like nonstop talking or having no part in any conversation. its kind of annoying. i can never seem to find a middle ground.
i talk so much that i can tell everyone is like "hmm shut up." because i realize i ahve nothing of interest to talk about but i apparently don't seem to care. just keeeeep going. i also tend to talk rather LOUDLY when this happens. yelling uncontrolably.
i also, like earlier today, don't wanna say anything and wish a head nod or shake could answer every question. i also think this is the time were people think i'm upset or angry. its normally when i'm thinking or trying to figure out something. feeling as if talking would hurt.
i also find it odd how i can switch from one to the other within seconds. its easier to go from talkative to nontalkative. i can't really control it tho. i guess it depends on my mood and surroundings but a lot of the time i'll be perfectly content and still just want silence. well for me to be silent. this is normally when i just listen to other people's conversations or actions and answer in 'huh's and 'hmmm's and so on. i don't think i'm the only one who does this. i just felt like talking about it. enjoy. i love this icon. i love Royal Tenenbaums. I love this scene. infact. i might go watch it when i'm done here.
donner keeps barking and scratching at the back door pretending like he wants to come inside. soo i'm sitting in here letting him scratch and whin and cry. so feeling bad that i'm letting this wanting dog suffer because he is not able to enter in the house, i get up, walk into the kitchen, open the door and find that he simply just wants the other dogs to come outside. or even me. just someone. or something for that matter. so this is normally when i utter/yell/say 'i hate you.' and close the door. as soon as i leave the kitchen area and enter back into the computer room he scratches again. not to be mislead again, he is still out there. my mom and i are both just sitting here peacefully with the other dogs. or dog. im not sure where petey is. probably poopying, eating poop, or sleeping. maybe all three. i don't think at a time. i'm pretty sure petey doesn't sleep-poop and sleep-eat.
hmm this weekend should be intersting. wish me luck. visit me. even tho almost no one does. adam came once! he was driving around and went up to the mall so he dropped by. robby said he was at the mall so he tried to drop by but it was on a saturday night and the area was blocked off. and then at other random times bonnie and/or evan and/or micaela and/or robby have come to the movies but they normally just walk right past me and i'm like "hey. i think that was just my friend." i try to catch them on their way out but on lots of occasions i've either gotten off work or on break.
oh i found petey. he must have been sleeping upstairs.
my mom's cell phone ring is Barrel of a Gun. it keeps playing in my head. yay for good songs.
everyone is at the game. and i wanna jsut keep on talking so instead of bugging anyone else who is online that i talk to (which is a big three people.) i'll just keep talking here. this way i won't know when you completely ignore me!
i say 'soooo' a lot.
i think i'm gonna go watch excerpts of The Royal Tenenbaums.
i really really hope Life Aquatic is as good as it could be.
i either feel like nonstop talking or having no part in any conversation. its kind of annoying. i can never seem to find a middle ground.
i talk so much that i can tell everyone is like "hmm shut up." because i realize i ahve nothing of interest to talk about but i apparently don't seem to care. just keeeeep going. i also tend to talk rather LOUDLY when this happens. yelling uncontrolably.
i also, like earlier today, don't wanna say anything and wish a head nod or shake could answer every question. i also think this is the time were people think i'm upset or angry. its normally when i'm thinking or trying to figure out something. feeling as if talking would hurt.
i also find it odd how i can switch from one to the other within seconds. its easier to go from talkative to nontalkative. i can't really control it tho. i guess it depends on my mood and surroundings but a lot of the time i'll be perfectly content and still just want silence. well for me to be silent. this is normally when i just listen to other people's conversations or actions and answer in 'huh's and 'hmmm's and so on. i don't think i'm the only one who does this. i just felt like talking about it. enjoy. i love this icon. i love Royal Tenenbaums. I love this scene. infact. i might go watch it when i'm done here.
donner keeps barking and scratching at the back door pretending like he wants to come inside. soo i'm sitting in here letting him scratch and whin and cry. so feeling bad that i'm letting this wanting dog suffer because he is not able to enter in the house, i get up, walk into the kitchen, open the door and find that he simply just wants the other dogs to come outside. or even me. just someone. or something for that matter. so this is normally when i utter/yell/say 'i hate you.' and close the door. as soon as i leave the kitchen area and enter back into the computer room he scratches again. not to be mislead again, he is still out there. my mom and i are both just sitting here peacefully with the other dogs. or dog. im not sure where petey is. probably poopying, eating poop, or sleeping. maybe all three. i don't think at a time. i'm pretty sure petey doesn't sleep-poop and sleep-eat.
hmm this weekend should be intersting. wish me luck. visit me. even tho almost no one does. adam came once! he was driving around and went up to the mall so he dropped by. robby said he was at the mall so he tried to drop by but it was on a saturday night and the area was blocked off. and then at other random times bonnie and/or evan and/or micaela and/or robby have come to the movies but they normally just walk right past me and i'm like "hey. i think that was just my friend." i try to catch them on their way out but on lots of occasions i've either gotten off work or on break.
oh i found petey. he must have been sleeping upstairs.
my mom's cell phone ring is Barrel of a Gun. it keeps playing in my head. yay for good songs.
everyone is at the game. and i wanna jsut keep on talking so instead of bugging anyone else who is online that i talk to (which is a big three people.) i'll just keep talking here. this way i won't know when you completely ignore me!
i say 'soooo' a lot.
i think i'm gonna go watch excerpts of The Royal Tenenbaums.
i really really hope Life Aquatic is as good as it could be.