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[kvpchica]

the past week or so doesn't even have words. i've been so confused and frustrated with myself and people and blah. things are just weird right now. not weird like awkward. just, weird. hopefully, things will straighten out soon. if they don't, i might lose it (more so than i already have). and, i'm coming home in less than 4 days, which is just adding to the weirdness. weirdness + stress + confusion + frustration + finals + theory + calculus + packing + being sick + asthma + sadness and happiness at the same time = ? (a.k.a. my current situation which i have yet to find a word for).

bah. (not bah humbug. just bah.)