back again.
so i have decided after much delibertation to return to the world of livejournal. gosh im so corny i hate it. you know i hated livejournal for a long time because people got up in my shit. but now people dont care!! awesome. haha. high school is over. yes!
i have spent the past two hours reading my livejournal entries and wow, its awesome to have a running tab of memories, events, and thoughts. some things i forgot happened im reliving. it can be bad. you know i see some of the mistakes i made and how my thinking was so fucked up and irrational. but then im learning about myself. its weird as hell. i have journals that i reread and learn things. but this is different because its so public. and its awesome that i'm learning things about myself and how history repeats itself. i can learn how to not let it happen again.
i mean seriously i'm even quoting my own self from livejournal on facebook. see my quotes on facebook. haha. im a loser. anyways. i just like to keep my thoughts organized and right now i need some place to vent because all my other outlets feel a bit overloaded. so to you who still use and read livejournal. awesome. read on. i dont care. its good.
you know the first thing ive figured out about myself from two years ago is how effinnng cynical of a person i am. because if i was that cynical two years ago...and i've improved since then...wow thats saying alot.
anyways everyone keep nicholas in your thoughts, he's having surgery on his broken leg at 6:30am today. well tomorrow. whatever, monday january 22. hope you feel better soon so we can climb a hill or something.
i have spent the past two hours reading my livejournal entries and wow, its awesome to have a running tab of memories, events, and thoughts. some things i forgot happened im reliving. it can be bad. you know i see some of the mistakes i made and how my thinking was so fucked up and irrational. but then im learning about myself. its weird as hell. i have journals that i reread and learn things. but this is different because its so public. and its awesome that i'm learning things about myself and how history repeats itself. i can learn how to not let it happen again.
i mean seriously i'm even quoting my own self from livejournal on facebook. see my quotes on facebook. haha. im a loser. anyways. i just like to keep my thoughts organized and right now i need some place to vent because all my other outlets feel a bit overloaded. so to you who still use and read livejournal. awesome. read on. i dont care. its good.
you know the first thing ive figured out about myself from two years ago is how effinnng cynical of a person i am. because if i was that cynical two years ago...and i've improved since then...wow thats saying alot.
anyways everyone keep nicholas in your thoughts, he's having surgery on his broken leg at 6:30am today. well tomorrow. whatever, monday january 22. hope you feel better soon so we can climb a hill or something.