day two
I'm going home tomorrow. I'm so happy. Just because I need to occupy myself. At least I will have stuff to do. Tonight was by far the most boring night that I have had since I've been here.
I got home from class and went and used my Kohl's gift card to buy workout shorts. Then I came home and went to the gym. I'm liking this whole concept of being healthier. It's working for me. Except smoking, that's not helping. I DON'T DO IT ALL THE TIME. Anyways. yeah.
Then I came home and I've been trying to do stuff that I need to be doing....but it's just not happening. I did about ten pages of reading and then I lost it. I can't help it. I'm serious. So I went outside for awhile, got in my car and drove around the area. Not too far. Just to pass time.
I had only been doing that for like ten minutes and I got bored of it. Doesn't that blow? Yes, I know.
I know I am one of those typical CAP students....but i really don't like it here. I want to go to Austin. But for that matter...I don't HAVE to go to Austin. I should have gone to CU. Seriously. I know it would have been expensive, but Colorado....I mean seriously. I had my dorm building picked out. I had my classes picked out. OH and it also turns out that Kindall applied to these plaecs: UT, St. Edwards, and Colorado.
And she had the exact same mentality that i did. Except that her parents really want her to go to UT just cause its a family thing. And, she had her boyfriend....and she wanted to be with him. He's staying with us right now. He seems nice.
I did make a friend today it seems....like someone that seems to be going through just what i'm going through right now. As in...i sit in my room bored and dont talk to anyone. Except on the phone. Or online. Or on facebook. FREAKIN PATHETIC. She's from Austin...we have two classes together. We will see.
But i'm going through other stuff right now. And i don't know how to get rid of it. I haven't been sleeping. I'm just worried. about stuff.
Just right after I said that....I get a text message from my cause of worry. What do you know? This is so awkward.
I'm not responding. I'm just going to sleep. No I'm going to read.
Goodnight.
I got home from class and went and used my Kohl's gift card to buy workout shorts. Then I came home and went to the gym. I'm liking this whole concept of being healthier. It's working for me. Except smoking, that's not helping. I DON'T DO IT ALL THE TIME. Anyways. yeah.
Then I came home and I've been trying to do stuff that I need to be doing....but it's just not happening. I did about ten pages of reading and then I lost it. I can't help it. I'm serious. So I went outside for awhile, got in my car and drove around the area. Not too far. Just to pass time.
I had only been doing that for like ten minutes and I got bored of it. Doesn't that blow? Yes, I know.
I know I am one of those typical CAP students....but i really don't like it here. I want to go to Austin. But for that matter...I don't HAVE to go to Austin. I should have gone to CU. Seriously. I know it would have been expensive, but Colorado....I mean seriously. I had my dorm building picked out. I had my classes picked out. OH and it also turns out that Kindall applied to these plaecs: UT, St. Edwards, and Colorado.
And she had the exact same mentality that i did. Except that her parents really want her to go to UT just cause its a family thing. And, she had her boyfriend....and she wanted to be with him. He's staying with us right now. He seems nice.
I did make a friend today it seems....like someone that seems to be going through just what i'm going through right now. As in...i sit in my room bored and dont talk to anyone. Except on the phone. Or online. Or on facebook. FREAKIN PATHETIC. She's from Austin...we have two classes together. We will see.
But i'm going through other stuff right now. And i don't know how to get rid of it. I haven't been sleeping. I'm just worried. about stuff.
Just right after I said that....I get a text message from my cause of worry. What do you know? This is so awkward.
I'm not responding. I'm just going to sleep. No I'm going to read.
Goodnight.