Jun 28, 2005 09:39
yeah, whenever i go to america, i find myself coming back to manila a different person. like the last time summer 2005, my family and i started this cereal oj diet. hehe so now, we always eat cereal with soymilk, and drink tropicana lots of pulp <33 orange juice for breakfast. haha its pretty expensive, yeah. but its so much better than spam corned beef and longanisa. :P i mean, i NEED the fiber. hehe. plus, its low cholesterol and low calorie so i dont have to limit myself during lunch and dinner (oh and lately ive been skipping dinner or replacing it with OJ and its pretty effective. haha). aside from this, our main meat in the house is boneless skinless chicken breast. yummm. i dont know why but i never get tired of it. its like the ultimate guiltless meal. i love it.
ok back to my point:
my 2003-04 usa trip was probably the first time i became determined to lose weight not through dieting but through exercising. i enrolled in 24 Fitness and worked out every day, and then afterwards, ate tons of salads and just avoided fast foods. when i came back, i immediately enrolled in Fitness First and made it a habit to go to the gym 4-5 times a week.
so i lost like 20 pounds (was 143-145 in usa, is currently 121-124lbs.) and now people are calling me anorexic. WTF. my arms are sooo big, i cant seem to get rid of the fat in my triceps area. and i still haul this huge ass wherever i go. seriously, my problem with wearing skirts is that when i wear short ones, the back of my skirts hike up cos my butt is too big. haha. plus my thighs can be trimmed a bit more. oh god and my stomach... haha. the only thing that noticeably shrunk was my boobs :(
i dont know why the hell people started calling me anorexic just because i lost a lot of weight and want to lose more, WHEN IM NOT EVEN NEAR MODEL-THIN YET. grrr!!! my brothers say its my face that makes me look thinner than usual. probably my hair too cos it covers my cheeks ^^* and then they tell me this crap how much better i look when i was fat. WTF. fuck you, men. when overweight people really work hard to lose a lot of weight dont tell them they look so much better when they were fat. thats just so depressing. :( ive always been teased as 'baboy, tabachuy, ms piggy' and then you guys have the nerve to tell me i looked prettier then????
ah basta. im comfortable with my body now. and ill keep it, thank you. >:E