where are you boy?

[kuwaizair]

I should of updated when I woke up. I had a weird dream that was like I was there. in a place that later I think was called Cameron.

so it started as one thing as always and bleeds into another. there was a town with many people. I went there and there and eventualy wond up in a small room with various people. two of wich I'm lammenting over lossing their names. They were twins that looked like cloth dolls with black hair and black paint smudged on their chests. An old woman named flutterbe or somthing. and some young man i was looking at/was being loked at by whos name was Tom.

I was part of some group of sorts, and after talking over what ever I started to see white flashes. I tryed writing down everyones names because I was alllegedy going to wake up and leave. I dind't and it just turned into a differnt dream.

part wihc may of included swimming underwater and almost drowning, another of me waking up in some weird roomish stall thing. apparentry i had though somone had knocked me out and raped me and shoved me in an abandomed concrete buliding.

there were people looking at me after i walked out of it, being peeved I had "mysteriosly woke up there in some straw"

then it turned into me walking with some guy, Tom or Brad...uh >_< bradferd. we were close.
and went places. he boght me tickets to go to some place because he was really rich and could do anything.

I wish I had done this eairlyer.

the thing is i was aware of waking up, saying goodbies is hard. but I almost went back to the same place after waking up a bit.