i shall go angst now in my happygreencoloured diary.
i just found out that my favourite gouk cutsew (incidentally also my only one) bloods and sheds colour. onto itself. it's an angsty lump hanging on a bamboo pole now. i think i really want to cry now because i like it more than any piece of h.naoto i've ever seen. (maybe it's just retribution for me dumping h. though it's t-kunitomo which caught my eye in the first place, not h.naoto.) and the one day i wore it i got to hug a really cute deer, which made me like it even more.
though on second thought, i think i might go to bed before i find more things to angst about.