uni/scholarship/internship apps are driving me mad. so i need to like, humour myself.
and for my desperation to get into keio, i also need a backup plan-- SMU.
problem is, how "back-up" is my back-up? =|
SMU doesn't seem to have information on applicant:accepted ratio and that's a little worrying. (and i stupidly forgot to ask at their university talk. orz)
they also seem to be very concerned about CCA. =| and my CCA record = crap.
so, anyone actually knows what kind of students make it? >_>;;
and i think the whole world knows, but i really, really, really don't want to go to NUS. i assume most people have had better experiences with them, but i will not study in a school that insults me dammit. and they had to insult my japanese, of all things. so i'd better find myself a place elsewhere. grr.
*is sad and wants a kirakira!oyaji*