i dont want to feel like this anymore.

[kutuup12389]

feeling like crap, isnt always the best feeling,
right now i just want to cry. i just want someone
to hold me in their arms, and tell me everythings
ok. i want to be the person i used to be. i dont
want to feel like this anymore. im loosing site
of everything thats important to me, and loosing
a few other things on the way. im not sure what im
going to do yet, but i have to do somthing.

. . touching you make me die inside.