Aug 29, 2005 19:35
I feel really bad and sad because my friend's little brother die Saturday and that was when me and her standed in a ques. with her.... man and her brother was only 12 years old now that is sad and I was kinda close but not that close to her and her fam. But I feel really down because well I think it is my fault because I didn't talk about God to them and I feel really bad. I just wished that I can playback time so I can talk about God to them...sniffles sniffles.... I have a tear in my eye man I wish I can really do that so I can talk about God. Man I don't know what I'll do if my bro. or sis. die I think I will just shut down and be in shock and go crazy.... I was sitting in my seat today and I was telling God, "Why did u take him why!!??" I was just tell God that over and over and over...then my eyes became watery and yeah..but I wish I could just talk about God to him man. How he die was worst he got ran over by a car while crossing the express way man stupid man grrr I feel so bad that I didn't talk about God. Well I have to go so l-8-er dayz......