Feb 20, 2005 15:46
hey everyone.. its sunday afternoon almost 4 o'clock.. im so bored and sick. i dont feel good at all.. i think its just because i miss austin soo much.. you have to be in my shoes to understand what i mean.. i love him soo much and i dont get to talk to him for like a long time.. i know that when i went to disney we were apart for a longer amount of time but now its just different.. we've gotten soo much closer since than and i dk.. its not that i didnt want him to go on the ski trip because i rele wanted him to get away from everything and just have fun.. yeah .. but i wish that i couldve been there having fun too instead im sick to my stomach missing him.. its soo stupid i cant believe im letting it get to me this bad but i dk.. i just rele rele miss him and this is the first day he's gone i mean he's gone til tuesday and then we have school wednesday.. but he has a basketball game tuesday night at 7 so i cant rele see him and all i mean i can go to the game and sit there or stay at home and wait for him to get home and call me..?? i dk what should i do?? please comment and lemme know.. im soo confused.. i mean i miss him and if i go tuesday then i could see him but then again i'll just see him play and thats it.. i mean nothing special.. its sorta crazi i dk.. well please comment.. love yalls..
<3katie<3