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I feel so hopeless tonight. My thoughts, my feelings are mangled into this giant unrecognizable shape. Like my life isn't the way I want it to be. I want it to be like it was a long time ago, when I only needed to depend on myself and all my goals and aspirations were my own, I don't quite know how to feel anymore. I don't know too much except that I hate feeling this way and I don't like letting things get to me. Maybe I would have been better off on my own.