And A Happy New Year to you too!
I really did want to be alone tonight. Watch a little television and reflect. I ended up going to some NYE party that I really didn't want to go to thinking about how much I rather have been in bed, awful huh? It just wasn't my type of crowd and I was just miles away. I should really just learn how to say no when it comes to things like that. But it seems like whenever I make a decision to not go out and just stay in, my friends have a radar and they're constantly hitting me up to go out. And I love my people I really do but I need a break sometimes. I'm so tired of partying all the time. Why can't we go out to dinner or to coffee and have a mentally stimulating conversation? It seems that our times together are consumed in a haze of alcohol and smoking and just partying. I'm getting to old for that shit. Maybe that's why I gravitate towards older men, cuz they don't have the energy for that shit. *Sigh* Maybe this year it will be better.
Ah yes, a new year. Sounds exciting. My only new year's resolution is to be true to myself and I think if I seriously take that into heart everything else should follow. New year, new mistakes. . . that's my motto, because if I'm making the same mistakes, I seriously need to evaluate what the hell is going on in my life. I seriously have no regrets over the mistakes I've made in my life, they have shaped me into the person that I am today, all of the people that I've met good or bad have made me who I am. I am stronger for it. In fact I think the only bad thing about mistakes is if you keep making them over and over again because it means you haven't really learned your lesson and if you haven't learned your lesson you can't move on. How tragic is it when someone can't move on?
So here's to not making the same stupid mistakes twice ... here's to make brand new ones that we make us stronger and wiser and not give a shit what anyone thinks.
Ah yes, a new year. Sounds exciting. My only new year's resolution is to be true to myself and I think if I seriously take that into heart everything else should follow. New year, new mistakes. . . that's my motto, because if I'm making the same mistakes, I seriously need to evaluate what the hell is going on in my life. I seriously have no regrets over the mistakes I've made in my life, they have shaped me into the person that I am today, all of the people that I've met good or bad have made me who I am. I am stronger for it. In fact I think the only bad thing about mistakes is if you keep making them over and over again because it means you haven't really learned your lesson and if you haven't learned your lesson you can't move on. How tragic is it when someone can't move on?
So here's to not making the same stupid mistakes twice ... here's to make brand new ones that we make us stronger and wiser and not give a shit what anyone thinks.