stupid waste of space
I am soooo awake right now, and it's very, very early on Saturday morning. Why the crap am I not in bed sleeping?!?! I should be!! However, of course my mind is racing full speed ahead....so I might as well make good use of my time and write down all of my jumbled up thoughts.
This past Monday was a school-free day. Hurray!! Although I was very much recuperating from my sickness, I still had a fun day out with my hot boyfriend. We had Mexican for lunch and then we visited the new pet store in Avon. They had such cute little puppies there!! Eek!! So Matthew and I decided to play with the puppy that looked the loneliest in its little cage, and she was such a cute little thing! It was fun!! And I felt OK about leaving that place, too, because it was crowded so I knew that all of the puppies must get played with a lot! YAY!! So after playing with cute little puppies, Matthew and I came back to my house and watched a lot of TV and just hung out. It was lots of fun, of course!! Is it ever not?? We watched Boy Meets World...YES, we love that show!! Well, Matthew had to leave by about 5:30 because I had showchoir that night. Ick. I wasn't in the mood and didn't feel well, but eh, it was fine.
Tuesday and Wednesday were auditions for The Sound of Music!!!!! We sang on Tuesday, and then we had to do this improv-type thing on Wednesday to prove that we can act. So I think my singing audition went pretty well, even though my voice was still quite raspy and gross from getting over not having a voice at all over the weekend!! And I was also really confident in my acting audition, so no worries there. (Aww, and Matthew left me a note on my car wishing me good luck in my auditions!! How sweet?!?!)
So then I found out on Thursday that I got a call-back. Woo Hoo!!
Thursday...nothing much happened on Thursday. At my voice lesson, Tim and I were discussing who we thought would get what roles in the musical. And let me just say, there are soooo many talented people trying out this year....I am so glad that I'm not in charge of casting! hehe!! And that's why I'm so scared! I want Maria sooooooooooo bad....but there are so many other really talented girls trying out, so we'll just have to see what happens.
Call-backs were today after school. I think they went really, reeeeeally well!! After almost 2 1/2 hours of reading from the script with a bunch of different people, me and Amanda Fisher were the only two girls left. So we pretty much assumed that the role of Maria was between her and I. Me and Justin were the last people to read together for the Captain and Maria....so maybe Mrs. P already knew who she wanted to play Maria, and she was just testing us girls with the three guys (Justin, Cam, and Jeff) to see who gets the Captain?!?! I DON'T KNOW!! AHHH but I want to know right now!! I'm so nervous about their decision!!
Of course it won't be the end of the world if I don't get Maria. And if I don't get Maria, then hopefully I'll get Liesl. I don't know....I'm just really scared to look at the list on Monday morning. I'm sooooo anxious!!! Bah!!
Anyway, tonight was fun. After call-backs, I had to hurry to the Community Center for the One Acts. Those went very, very well. Hurray for my seven lines!! My little cameo! hehe!! After the play, I went over to Dane's house for his birthday party-type thing. It was really fun!! There were a lot of people there who I hardly ever hang out with outside of school, so it was pretty cool. I also got to hang out with David, Cam, Manda, and Kev a lot. Damn....Kev kicks ass at DDR! haha!! And well....I do not. Oh and P.S. Cam and his new flame are soooooooo cute together, I can't even stand it. Just hearing him talking about it on the way home tonight and seeing him smile and everything...it was just so cute, it made me happy as well!!
YAY!
Tomorrow night is our last performance of The Boys Next Door. In a way, I am sad. But then again, I had a lot of fun doing it, and now I am soooo ready for the musical to start! Eek!!
So it really pisses me off when people post shit on my journal, first of all, anonymously, and second of all, when it is something completely offensive and uncalled for and threatening about my boyfriend. I don't care what the f*ck people think about me, and people can say whatever the f*ck they want about me...I don't give a flying f*ck. But when someone brings the people I love into their petty little shitty problems, and don't even have the balls to say who they are, that is when the shit hits the fan.What is the point? What does it accomplish?? If all they wanted to do was piss me off, well then I guess they succeeded. Congratulations to them. {sarcasm} Are they happy now?? Is their life complete and utterly happy now that they have succeeded in getting on my last nerve? Well then if so, I think that is pretty damn sad. Who lives a life just trying to pick at other people's emotions, trying to push people's buttons?? It just comes off as so childish and immature. I really don't get it. But I guess that's just because I'm better than those type of people. And I don't mean that in a snobby sort of way at all....I'm just stating it frankly. I don't understand the point of being petty and immature, and I think that's a good thing. I think it makes me a good person; perhaps, a better person than them. It means that I actually am mature. And I actually take other people's feelings into consideration. Crazy how that works.
On a lighter note, I am now officially obsessed with listening to musical soundtracks. Love them!! I have been listening to different ones constantly for like, the past two or three weeks. I want more!! hehe!
OK, now that I have let a few things escape from the confines of my brain, I am going to bed. Night!!