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Meat Loaf trilogy tonight. Happy happy excited Caz.
I have a picture of me and Gray on my computer. I like it and it makes me smile.
I got rid of a spider last night and another one this morning. I hate spiders and they make me panic. I wouldn't be at all surprised if everyone reading this, including the readers in Australia, heard me scream last night. I hate panicking.
Waste collectors are crap.
Still having bad dreams, full of images of death and destruction and, last night, car crashes.
Sheila has no concept of personal space. I have a strong sense of personal space, even when around friends, and she is not my friend. She makes me deeply deeply uncomfortable and I can easily imagine myself shouting at her like I did at Matt when we broke up. It was completely unreasonable then too.
I get paid Thursday next week, so I've asked Gray for a date Friday night. I was gonna suggest getting a pizza in but going out for dinner is more fun and something we haven't done in a while - well, except that time recently at Nando's - so I suggested that. It's still fun even if we have done it fairly recently.
Love my bear. Hate spiders but big bears are not intimidated by tiny spiders (or even great big fucking huge ones like the ones that seem determined to make my house their home) so I try to follow his example. I don't always do too well, but I try.
I have a picture of me and Gray on my computer. I like it and it makes me smile.
I got rid of a spider last night and another one this morning. I hate spiders and they make me panic. I wouldn't be at all surprised if everyone reading this, including the readers in Australia, heard me scream last night. I hate panicking.
Waste collectors are crap.
Still having bad dreams, full of images of death and destruction and, last night, car crashes.
Sheila has no concept of personal space. I have a strong sense of personal space, even when around friends, and she is not my friend. She makes me deeply deeply uncomfortable and I can easily imagine myself shouting at her like I did at Matt when we broke up. It was completely unreasonable then too.
I get paid Thursday next week, so I've asked Gray for a date Friday night. I was gonna suggest getting a pizza in but going out for dinner is more fun and something we haven't done in a while - well, except that time recently at Nando's - so I suggested that. It's still fun even if we have done it fairly recently.
Love my bear. Hate spiders but big bears are not intimidated by tiny spiders (or even great big fucking huge ones like the ones that seem determined to make my house their home) so I try to follow his example. I don't always do too well, but I try.