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SCHOOL IS FINALLY OVER!
Now that I got this over with I can do things that really matter such as sleeping and eating and sleeping, also catching up with reading and doing some more writing. I haven't been very productive at all recently. But hopefully this is about to change.
We won our house cup. Having houses is one good thing about my school, but then there are the people. I started going there in September and didn't know anybody, so had to make friends and all that. And I did, but the fact is that I left for the holiday without saying goodbye to more than 6 people and I have no plans of seeing anybody during the summer apart from one friend who is coming on holiday with me. I guess the school is full with acquaintances and very few people I actually like. I used to have more 'friends' there a few months ago, but to be honest I just can't be bothered to anymore, it's so much effort and at the end of the day I'll only see these people for one more year. I just can't stand to have the same conversation with the same people consisting of: "Hi/Hello", "How are you?/Horrible lesson/It's raining again", "How was your weekend?/What are you doing this weekend/during the holiday?" And yet I am one of those people that dwell over things, and I feel bad that there were a couple of people that I don't really talk to anymore that I used to quite like, it makes me sad, because I hate loosing friendships.
And yet it is not just people from new school that get annoying, but I only see my old friends occasionally and so I haven't got much to say to most of them either. It's odd that when you haven't seen someone for ages there is not much you can talk about, all the things that have happened to you just don't seem to get their way through to your conversation, I suppose we've grown apart. I understand this and yet it makes me feel very sad. How strange that I wrote about this, I had absolutely no intension of doing so, I'd been thinking about all this, I just hadn't planned on writing it. I guess that is also the explanation on why I've been neglecting LJ recently, apart from the obvious (dial up, brother, lack of privacy) it's like when you haven't seen a friend in a while, too many things happen so you end up not sharing any of these. Like I'd planned on writing a political rant, but now I won't, as I've already written too much. I'll just say that in Politics we are doing American politics, all next year, and we've spend a couple of lessons on the internet looking at anti-Bush websites. It was fun, especially some of the cartoons we found. That's the benefit of having a left wing liberal democrat for a teacher.
Our assembly ended with "No! Please say no to drugs!" I guess that's one way of wishing us a good summer.
I am having my work training tomorrow! I'm scared.
Going to write many emails now, as am afraid people think I'd forgotten them.