So I watched 4 and 5 back to back and now I can't stop crying. Like I think I am okay and then suddenly I start sobbing AGAIN.
WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR?
SOMEBODY HOLD ME
ETA: Okay not crying anymore, but my head hurts from it and I too a picture for posterity of the way I look like now, I would share, but it seriously isn't pretty. VERY PISSED OFF NOW
ETA2: The thing is, I was really upset about Tosh and Owen, but I forgave that because they died for a reason, there was no reason whatsoever about Ianto's death, he was just one of the many reasons Jack has for hating himself. And the fact that everything in this episode was deliberately there to be upsetting doesn't make a good story. There is no fucking way they will be making any more episodes, but who is going to watch if they do?
This seems like a big damn fuck off from RTD to the BBC for only giving him 5 Episodes, but what did the viewers do to deserve this? It was psychological torture and worse, it was stupid.
And it was so promising too, all the social commentary was interesting to begin with and I get the whole need to make terrible choices theme, but then it was just non stop of horrible, horrible things, if there was a way I could warn people without spoiling them, I would tell them it is not worth watching.