Continue to get better.....
It's all getting better. I feel better! I look better! I am trying harder! And finally for the first time in a long time seeing what I need to do to become who I want to become. And it only took the worst week ever, blood poisoning, a trip to the ER with my very worried girlfriend, pills that make me very sick, an extreme lack of sleep, vomiting, a couple anxiety attacks, a screaming boss, and few good friends, and me finally saying FUCK THIS!!!!