smile if you dare
I would even prefer feeling numb, totally numb instead of feeling this, it's like I'm bipolar or something. If there isn't this to worry/stress/get angry about, it's that. WHY?
And then; don't talk to me if you haven't even something to say to me. Don't f*cking cordially ask how I am doing if you don't have time to hear my f*cking answer. Also sick of 'friends' and aquaintances with whom I have to work so hard to have a comfortable time.
Hopefully some time from now I'm going to read this and label myself Queen of Melodrama!