I want to punch a certain someone in the face.
Yesterday was so incredibly shitty.
I haven't had much of a social life for the past week and a half and I finally had some time to get together wtih Jessi and Joe. On top of that I thought I finally found a great apartment and had that settled. However, at about 6ish I started to get a glimmer of a migraine but I ignored it and went out anyway...big mistake. Although I had fun when I was out (brief as it was) I had one of the worst migraines of my life which kept me up until 3 in the morning. During one of the lull periods I stopped in to tell Miya about the apartment (for which I made all the calls and was the only one who went to look at any untis)and she sits there and lets me tell her about my day as if everything's fine, and as soon as I bring up the apartment she tells me she can't live with me because I MIGHT be gone halfway trough winter quarter. Shit I know it would be inconvenient to find a subletter I and I understand her reasons, but it's incredibly shitty to let me do all this work towards it and let it get to the point where I would be hardpressed to find another roommate because its so late in the year.
It might be for the best because for some reason she decided halfway through the quarter that she was too busy to call me except to use my car. Now I know that she was avoiding me so that she could stall pissing me off. I'm glad i didn't blow up at her, but I don't think I've been much angrier at a friend before. I told her that this definitely changes things between us and I hope she understood. I don't like being part of a friendship in which one person values it more than the other. She fucking used me and I let her.
That being said, I'm not sure I want to live alone but I guess that's the way its panning out.
I haven't had much of a social life for the past week and a half and I finally had some time to get together wtih Jessi and Joe. On top of that I thought I finally found a great apartment and had that settled. However, at about 6ish I started to get a glimmer of a migraine but I ignored it and went out anyway...big mistake. Although I had fun when I was out (brief as it was) I had one of the worst migraines of my life which kept me up until 3 in the morning. During one of the lull periods I stopped in to tell Miya about the apartment (for which I made all the calls and was the only one who went to look at any untis)and she sits there and lets me tell her about my day as if everything's fine, and as soon as I bring up the apartment she tells me she can't live with me because I MIGHT be gone halfway trough winter quarter. Shit I know it would be inconvenient to find a subletter I and I understand her reasons, but it's incredibly shitty to let me do all this work towards it and let it get to the point where I would be hardpressed to find another roommate because its so late in the year.
It might be for the best because for some reason she decided halfway through the quarter that she was too busy to call me except to use my car. Now I know that she was avoiding me so that she could stall pissing me off. I'm glad i didn't blow up at her, but I don't think I've been much angrier at a friend before. I told her that this definitely changes things between us and I hope she understood. I don't like being part of a friendship in which one person values it more than the other. She fucking used me and I let her.
That being said, I'm not sure I want to live alone but I guess that's the way its panning out.