Apr 30, 2005 05:13
So yeh, update on shit.
I've spent the last month, rambling my brain, on what to do with my life. I have this ultimate plan that seems sensible, I just have to put it to use. Its great that I can think of these things myself, no outside influence. I have accepted the fact that all my friends are fuckers, my ex's turned to pieces of shit, my closest friends turning thier back on me, i wish them the worst of luck and hope everything fucks up for them. But yeh, they mean nothing to me, and they will all get what they deserve in the end anyway.
Brought a stupid ass girl to a club today, she actuallly got kicked out twice, confirming the fact that i have to rely more on myself than others. I can't wait till shit works out, and i'm outta this hell hole. People are a waste of time, from my point of view, fuck everyone. The only thing that matters in life is yourself. It sounds selfish, no one cares, fuck the world!!!!! peace