To Where You Are ch. 12.5
Series: To Where You Are
Ch. Title: Shelter
Rating: nc-17
Pairing: nottipi
Notes: For mtfanatic my dearest beta and for Lenka who adores Notti. It happens right after you break ‘it’s that was then pt1’ and blow your mind. A Forgotten chapter... I fail...
Notti let Yamapi take him home, not that anywhere Yamapi was wasn’t home but it was nice to have a place where they could just be themselves. Home was a place where they could be as affectionate as they wanted; without worrying about paparazzi or stalking fangirls.
Yamapi let Notti pull him inside, he was still worried about Kame but he needed to focus on his beloved Nori right now.
I don't wanna miss you,
You are my Shelter
He remembered the month he hadn’t known who his Nori was. No matter much he ignored him, Notti never left his side until he forced him to. He found the silence intolerable and the loneliness had forced him to remember. Notti had taken him back no questions asked…
Hold the door open for me
Because I will come back,
No matter how far away I am
Notti let Yamapi take him to bed; he wanted to be here. Yamapi was the most important thing to him. He wanted to give up so many times when Hisa didn’t know him or what him but he could not after Yamapi had done for him, he had thought
If I don’t fight, I’ll be a loser,
Yamapi had proposed, just before the accident and hadn’t brought it up again yet. They needed time to feel secure in their love for each other before bringing it up. Although he had noticed Notti never took the ring off, he wore it beneath his shirt unless they were alone and he was usually shirtless anyway. Okay maybe not just shirtless…he preferred his Nori naked and horny.
living on the edge every day
Whatever I do, babe, it’s like
I don’t seem to understand it
He felt their not discussing their engagement was some unfinished business they needed to discuss. Not now but soon.
Work that hasn’t been finished,
emails I haven’t finished reading
Notti needed this, the closeness that their love brought them…he didn’t know where he would be without Yamapi
I can’t even reset my own head
It’s like I was born just to be hurt, to be taken away
Yamapi remembered the aching loneliness he had when he realized Nori was gone…
If you were not around
My whole world would crumble to pieces
Notti stayed close to Yamapi, kissing him as they undressed each other, he lay on the bed pulling Yamapi on top of him. He couldn’t think of anywhere else he could be as happy as he was with his Hisa.
I don't wanna miss you,
You are my Shelter!
Notti wrapped his arms around Yamapi’s neck, his eyes closed as he savored their tender kisses…
Please hug me
Then I’m sure I can get
back up again and again
I don't wanna miss you,
Yamapi spread Notti’s legs and slowly forced his member into the tight embrace of his lover’s body.
Love is the Shelter!
I’m certain that just these emotions
Even if they’re exchanged with pain,
I wouldn’t give them away
You're my Shelter!
Notti had been the brave one, the defiant one before his unjust suspension, now he was healing from all the pain of the last few years. With Yamapi’s love he could become strong again, he was Notti he was Yamapi’s rock and he didn’t ever wanted to fail his lover. He had long ago exchanged his pride for the love of the man who did everything to give him back his dreams. He was still holding out for his dream of being Yamashita Hironori but that wouldn’t happen for a long time thanks to the cruel winds of fate.
A twisted border, I’ll untangle it and run freely
Being defiant, babe, this era won’t scar me
Pride that’s been trampled upon,
Dreams that have been abandoned
Fate had far worse plans for him then his naïve self at their debut could have imagined.
Betrayal is just one of the rules
Balanced on the scales, love that is for sale
Who decides the price of it?
Yama heard Notti’s voice moan as he felt his lover come, it was music to his ears; he could heard despite his own cries of pleasure.
I hear your voice
It is beyond the noise
It seems to be calling out to me
Notti curled up close, relaxing in his lover’s arms…
I don't wanna miss you,
You are my Shelter!
Yamapi kissed his hair, whispering,
Please let me sleep
What I see in your eyes is
all of the time I have
I don't wanna miss you,
Love is the Shelter!
I won’t let anyone touch you
The only answers are in your arms
You're my Shelter!
Get down!
Notti whispered in response as he fell asleep content…
I want to believe, I want to keep believing
In other words, that is the truth
Unbreakable, unable to be broken
Love Shelter
Yamapi fell asleep thinking,
I want something to be proud of just for you
That’s why I try everyday
I don't wanna miss you,
You are my Shelter!
Please hug me
Then I’m sure I can get
back up again and again
I don't wanna miss you,
Love is the Shelter!
I’m certain that just these emotions
Even if they’re exchanged with pain,
I wouldn’t give them away
You're my Shelter!
Ch. Title: Shelter
Rating: nc-17
Pairing: nottipi
Notes: For mtfanatic my dearest beta and for Lenka who adores Notti. It happens right after you break ‘it’s that was then pt1’ and blow your mind. A Forgotten chapter... I fail...
Notti let Yamapi take him home, not that anywhere Yamapi was wasn’t home but it was nice to have a place where they could just be themselves. Home was a place where they could be as affectionate as they wanted; without worrying about paparazzi or stalking fangirls.
Yamapi let Notti pull him inside, he was still worried about Kame but he needed to focus on his beloved Nori right now.
I don't wanna miss you,
You are my Shelter
He remembered the month he hadn’t known who his Nori was. No matter much he ignored him, Notti never left his side until he forced him to. He found the silence intolerable and the loneliness had forced him to remember. Notti had taken him back no questions asked…
Hold the door open for me
Because I will come back,
No matter how far away I am
Notti let Yamapi take him to bed; he wanted to be here. Yamapi was the most important thing to him. He wanted to give up so many times when Hisa didn’t know him or what him but he could not after Yamapi had done for him, he had thought
If I don’t fight, I’ll be a loser,
Yamapi had proposed, just before the accident and hadn’t brought it up again yet. They needed time to feel secure in their love for each other before bringing it up. Although he had noticed Notti never took the ring off, he wore it beneath his shirt unless they were alone and he was usually shirtless anyway. Okay maybe not just shirtless…he preferred his Nori naked and horny.
living on the edge every day
Whatever I do, babe, it’s like
I don’t seem to understand it
He felt their not discussing their engagement was some unfinished business they needed to discuss. Not now but soon.
Work that hasn’t been finished,
emails I haven’t finished reading
Notti needed this, the closeness that their love brought them…he didn’t know where he would be without Yamapi
I can’t even reset my own head
It’s like I was born just to be hurt, to be taken away
Yamapi remembered the aching loneliness he had when he realized Nori was gone…
If you were not around
My whole world would crumble to pieces
Notti stayed close to Yamapi, kissing him as they undressed each other, he lay on the bed pulling Yamapi on top of him. He couldn’t think of anywhere else he could be as happy as he was with his Hisa.
I don't wanna miss you,
You are my Shelter!
Notti wrapped his arms around Yamapi’s neck, his eyes closed as he savored their tender kisses…
Please hug me
Then I’m sure I can get
back up again and again
I don't wanna miss you,
Yamapi spread Notti’s legs and slowly forced his member into the tight embrace of his lover’s body.
Love is the Shelter!
I’m certain that just these emotions
Even if they’re exchanged with pain,
I wouldn’t give them away
You're my Shelter!
Notti had been the brave one, the defiant one before his unjust suspension, now he was healing from all the pain of the last few years. With Yamapi’s love he could become strong again, he was Notti he was Yamapi’s rock and he didn’t ever wanted to fail his lover. He had long ago exchanged his pride for the love of the man who did everything to give him back his dreams. He was still holding out for his dream of being Yamashita Hironori but that wouldn’t happen for a long time thanks to the cruel winds of fate.
A twisted border, I’ll untangle it and run freely
Being defiant, babe, this era won’t scar me
Pride that’s been trampled upon,
Dreams that have been abandoned
Fate had far worse plans for him then his naïve self at their debut could have imagined.
Betrayal is just one of the rules
Balanced on the scales, love that is for sale
Who decides the price of it?
Yama heard Notti’s voice moan as he felt his lover come, it was music to his ears; he could heard despite his own cries of pleasure.
I hear your voice
It is beyond the noise
It seems to be calling out to me
Notti curled up close, relaxing in his lover’s arms…
I don't wanna miss you,
You are my Shelter!
Yamapi kissed his hair, whispering,
Please let me sleep
What I see in your eyes is
all of the time I have
I don't wanna miss you,
Love is the Shelter!
I won’t let anyone touch you
The only answers are in your arms
You're my Shelter!
Get down!
Notti whispered in response as he fell asleep content…
I want to believe, I want to keep believing
In other words, that is the truth
Unbreakable, unable to be broken
Love Shelter
Yamapi fell asleep thinking,
I want something to be proud of just for you
That’s why I try everyday
I don't wanna miss you,
You are my Shelter!
Please hug me
Then I’m sure I can get
back up again and again
I don't wanna miss you,
Love is the Shelter!
I’m certain that just these emotions
Even if they’re exchanged with pain,
I wouldn’t give them away
You're my Shelter!