Ikujanashi ch.6
Fic title: Ikujinashi
Title: Marui Chikara
Rating: nc-17 for tesshi angst
Pairing: Tegomass
Notes: Tarryn who I love so much
It was their first morning together since Tesshi was released last night from the hospital.
Massu was trying not attack Tesshi right…the doctor said it was ok…but he still worried.
Tesshi launched himself into Massu’s lap and hugged him.
Massu blushed and whispered, “You want to…”
Tesshi nodded.
Massu picked him up and carried him to their bedroom.
Tesshi snuggled against him; Massu always looked out for him and made him feel safe.
Massu kicked the door shut not bothering to lock it, no one would disturb them…He laid Tesshi gently on the bed.
Tesshi let Massu set him on the bed and smiled up at him.
Massu inhaled in amazement, Tesshi’s smile still took his breathe away. He straddled him carefully and undressed him letting the clothes fall off the bed. When Tesshi lay beneath him naked and needing him, he removed, his own clothes and crawled on top of his lover kissing him.
Tesshi ran his hands up Massu’s strong muscular chest; his lover had the most beautiful body.
Massu ground himself against Tesshi’s groin as the younger man touched him.
Tesshi cried out with pleasure, “Massu…aaaahhh…” as he rolled his hips into Massu’s making their shafts rub against each other…it was sweet bliss. He whispered, “Massu…Massu please…make love to me…”
Massu moaned capturing his lips with a knowing kiss as he reached for the lube.
Tesshi let Massu pull away, he watched as Massu spread his legs gently before covering his fingers with the gel.
Massu rubbed some of the lube into Tesshi’s entrance until he felt nice and slick. He kissed the tip of his lover’s member before slowly pressing a single finger inside him. He wrapped his other hand around Tesshi’s hardness and began stroking him.
Tesshi whimpered as his body was overwhelmed with sensation and pleasure. The caressing made him feel good, but the movement of the finger inside was making him harder and crazy with need.
Massu heard Tesshi mewling in pleasure and grinned, he was happy that this could make him feel so good.
“More…I want more…” Tesshi begged, “Massu…please…”
Massu nodded as he stroked Tesshi’s length harder to distract him from the discomfort of the second finger’s intrusion.
Tesshi moaned, “Mmmm…Massu, this is amazing…”
Massu’s smile broadened as he began scissoring quickly, they both wanted…needed…this closeness…this way to heaven…
Tesshi thrust into Massu’s touch, driving his lover deeper inside him, it felt so good…
Massu whispered softly, “Are you ready for more…”
Tesshi nodded breathlessly mouthing, “Please…”
Massu pulled his fingers far enough out of Tesshi’s entrance to add a third finger…
Tesshi thrashed with pleasure at the sensation that felt so close to completion.
Massu licked his lips with desire; Tesshi looked so hot like this…he felt a familiar tightening in his groin.
Tesshi whispered, “Massu…please…enter me please…”
Massu nodded, he removed his slick fingers, and covered himself with lube. He drapped Tesshi’s legs over his shoulders and slowly drove himself deeper into his lover.
Tesshi moaned loudly, “Massu…oh god….Massu…aaaahhh….” he felt more complete as Massu’s length slide farther inside him. It felt so right to be connected to Massu this way…he was on fire…he could hardly breathe. This was amazing and he never wanted it to end.
Massu was afraid to go too fast…Tesshi was still sensitive…his second brush with leukemia took a lot out of him. The illness brought them together but did little else. NewS had to slow down taking fewer appearances and dancing as little as possible. Tesshi’s endurance had been terrible…they could barely dance after he began treatments. He had just began getting some of it back when the cancer returned. The transplant should cure him…if his blood work was still clean after five years it would be.
Tesshi begged breathlessly, “Massu…touch me please…it hurts…I have to come soon…”
Massu kissed him gently, “Wakatta…” he caress Tesshi’s stiff shaft, the sterile room Tesshi had been in for six weeks had been hell on them both. They could barely touch…and when they could, it was not the skin-to-skin feeling they needed. They both needed this so badly.
Tesshi whimpered, Massu always knew how to touch him…it amazed him that Massu, the ex-homophobe made an excellent lover. Tesshi grinned, perhaps the best one he’d ever had…
Massu found it…again…he hear Tesshi scream with pleasure…he needed to come badly…he moved faster.
Tesshi couldn’t breathe…his brain couldn’t process the waves of pleasure fast enough. He screamed, “Massu...please…I need to here it…”
Massu whispered in his ear, “Yuya…come for me…”
Tesshi screamed anew, “Massu…baby…aaaahhh…”
The sound and sight of Tesshi coming onto him shoved him the last of the way towards ecstasy.
Their mingle cries of passion increased their pleasure; six weeks without making love was too much…they were out of practice. They tired quickly; Tesshi fell backwards on the bed trying to breathe.
Massu collapsed on Tesshi, still inside him…
Tesshi’s need to have Massu make love to him wasn’t satiated by any means…but he was too tired for more right now. The operation and the annihilation of his immune system was too much for him. He was afraid Massu would leave him because they couldn’t be one anymore…but then he remembered the night Massu saved him, the night that he nearly killed himself because he was afraid that the cancer was too much for Massu to handle. He hadn’t thought his suicide would hurt worse…he hadn’t figured on the affect it would have on the rest of NewS or Gakki cried on him the next morning after Massu told her and asked her to make sure he didn’t try again.
Massu saw tears in his eyes and realized he was remembering again. He pulled out reluctantly; he slid Tesshi’s legs off his shoulder and crawled next to him. He pulled the younger man on top of him, he held him close, “Tesshi, baby…its ok…I’m here…I’m not going anywhere…I love you and you’re going to be ok…”
Tesshi snuggled against him, “Thank you…I couldn’t have survived this without you…Massu…daisuki…”
Massu kissed the top of his head, “Daisuki mou, Tesshi…daisuki mou…”
Tesshi passed out happily in Massu’s arms…
Tesshi’s soft breathing soothed Massu and sleep soon embraced him as well…