Nov 15, 2009 14:11
Title: Reflection
Rating: Don't know yet...
Fandoms: HS7, HS JUMP, Berryz Koubou
Pairing: [for now] Implied yamajima, okajima, ryosukexshida mirai [RyuxMegumi- Tantei Gakuen Q]
Notes: A crack yamajima fic...inspired by the adorable girl Yamada can be...the similarities between Nakajima Yuto and Kumai Yurina of Berryz Koubou...as well as those between Yamada Ryosuke and Sugaya Risako of Berryz Koubou. Its crack...its strange...but you have to love it for the angst yamajima right?
He was nearly 18…and so confused…
How did it come to this? Why did his life have to get so complicated?
A double life…another me…
Which was the real him?
Two keitai were on his desk…
One was white…simple…the other was yellow with a Tackey phone strap…
Less then six years ago…
Yuto sat playing video games…
He was at Keito’s…his friend’s parents were away. Keito’s older sister was at a friend’s. After a while they put away the controllers and curled up on the couch to watch a Tackey and Tsubasa Concert. The fan service was intriguing…he had joined Johnny’s Jumisho in the last few weeks. The dancing was turning him on and the looks his sempais shot at each other were incited screams from their fans were making it harder to ignore.
Keito’s breathing was getting more rapid and he was shifted as if he was uncomfortable…
Yuto leaned over to breathe in his ear, “They really do naughty things with each other…I’ve seen them…heard them…”
“Really…like what…”
Yuto smirked, “You really want to know…”
Keito moaned softly, “Yes…”
A few hours later Yuto lay beside his sleeping friend, “I hope you don’t hate me for that later…” he stretched, he felt different…losing your virginity made you more grown up didn’t it?
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Yuto was suffering from night sweats and strange dreams…
A science geek like himself was concerned…he looked up anything having symptoms similar to what he was experiencing. His energy levels were fluctuating rapidly, one moment he was very energetic and the next he crashed…
He was only 12…what could possibly be wrong with him?
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A month later…
Yamada Ryosuke had barely joined the Jumisho after Summary…his best friend Shida Mirai was treating him to dinner to celebrate. She’d been an actress for years and had been pushing him. She wanted to act with him…he didn’t really think it was a possibility…
Shida grinned, “Ryo-chan…omedeto…” she kissed him.
Ryosuke blushed, trying to wipe away the kiss, “Shida-san…that’s not okay…”
She pouted playfully, “But I’m your bestest friend…I really like you Ryo…”
He felt bad, he was used to getting bullied…they both were. It was the common bond that brought them together. “You do? I’m not very manly…I thought girls liked guys who could protect them…”
Shida smiled sadly, “I like a boy who can make me laugh…” she scooted closer, “Don’t you like me…”
Ryosuke nodded slowly, “Yes…”
She whispered before kissing him, “Then its okay…”
Ryosuke closed his eyes blushing, he wasn’t sure he liked this but he didn’t want to lose her friendship…she was the only friend he really had. That Nakajima guy was really nice to him…
It was dark in park but Shida didn’t care…she saw nervously, “I…want…to be with you…”
Ryosuke gulped nervously, “what do you mean…”
Shida blushed, “Ryosuke…please…” she sat in his lap, “It’s okay right…to want my first time to be with someone I trust…my best friend…”
Ryosuke knew he should say no but he didn’t want to hurt her, “Shida-san…we’re just kids…we could get in trouble if we are caught…”
Shida’s eyes filled with tears, “You don’t want me…”
He stammered, “it’s not that…I just don’t want you to get hurt.”
“Please…Ryo-chan…this is what I want…”
He hugged her reluctantly, thinking, ‘but this isn’t the way I want my first time to be…’ even in his naughtiest fantasies it wasn’t Shida…
Shida rocked herself in his lap, he’d be gentle…she trusted him…
Later…
Shida lay with her head on his shoulder; her shirt unbuttoned, her underwear on the bench beside them and her skirt pushed up a little. She was gasping…it hurt a little and she didn’t care. She had enjoyed it…
Ryosuke was embarrassed…he didn’t like thinking about what they had done. How could he look her face in the face again? It felt so wrong…he just wanted to run away…to forget this happened. This wasn’t what he wanted…she wasn’t who he wanted…
Shida kissed him fixing her clothes, “thank you…”
Ryosuke ran off, “Sure…see you later…” yeah…hopefully a long time from now…
okajima,
yamashida,
yamajima,
genderswitch,
reflection