/stressed
Ever have those times that you sit back and wonder WTF am I doing with my life? ya its one of those days my friends. Anymore it seems you cant have a real life and play FFXI at the same time...Plus all this 70+ stuff is getting to me, all I want to do is play for some storyline..But damn its hard to find people to come with you...Wanna do Zilart...oh hell ya tons of people rushing..up to mission 13...after they have sky..they happy...they done..Wanna kill the AA's and finish of Zilart...nah.."What do I get out of it?".../sigh. Now keep in mind I know not everyone is like this but they seem to be the majority.
On top of that everyone in game is or has changed..including myself. Im not sure if I have grown more aggressive due to how people generally act towards eachother or if im trying to hate the game so I can go out and try to get my old life back. Im sorry if my ranting is pissing you off or you find it anoying, I just dont know where else to place my thoughts atm.
Kusans Goals:
Catch up on CoP(currently on 5-1 Promy-Valhz)
Deafeat the Dynamis Lord
Finish Zilart(Kill all AA's but EV)
Full Af2 for BLM, (this has been my dream since ive laid eyes on it)
Thats about it, I figure play a bunch hopefully get all the storyline events out of the way and only have to log in on Dynamis nights. I know if any LS can kill the Dynamis Lord it will be DCA, im not just saying that cuz im in it cuz Ive done some LS hopping and seen how other LS's have worked. This LS knows whats going on and if anyone can plan the proper strat its this one, I put my confidence on it. Yes Bullshit has happened in the LS since ive joined, Ill make no comment on that, even a good bud of mine was booted from this LS. Recently anything that has gone wrong on runs are due to lack of people showing up due to no AF2 or people who dont understand whats going on(or english) .........bah too much ranting this isnt my style im done..../peace
On top of that everyone in game is or has changed..including myself. Im not sure if I have grown more aggressive due to how people generally act towards eachother or if im trying to hate the game so I can go out and try to get my old life back. Im sorry if my ranting is pissing you off or you find it anoying, I just dont know where else to place my thoughts atm.
Kusans Goals:
Catch up on CoP(currently on 5-1 Promy-Valhz)
Deafeat the Dynamis Lord
Finish Zilart(Kill all AA's but EV)
Full Af2 for BLM, (this has been my dream since ive laid eyes on it)
Thats about it, I figure play a bunch hopefully get all the storyline events out of the way and only have to log in on Dynamis nights. I know if any LS can kill the Dynamis Lord it will be DCA, im not just saying that cuz im in it cuz Ive done some LS hopping and seen how other LS's have worked. This LS knows whats going on and if anyone can plan the proper strat its this one, I put my confidence on it. Yes Bullshit has happened in the LS since ive joined, Ill make no comment on that, even a good bud of mine was booted from this LS. Recently anything that has gone wrong on runs are due to lack of people showing up due to no AF2 or people who dont understand whats going on(or english) .........bah too much ranting this isnt my style im done..../peace