Oct 26, 2005 18:04
I really don't remember the last time I wrote here something.... Am I too lazy or too busy? dunno -_-
Just feelin' mean. My back hurts like hell nowdays and my roommates are pissed off about me, but they won't tell me why and my computer went crap today.... ;_; Everything is just fine.... -_-
Anyway, I think my back hurts because of the +DéspairsRay+ live last Friday. At least I have some sweet memories of the concert, it was just great and sexy ^.^! I had the best place in the front (for me it means: right before Karyu!!!!!!!!!), he was looking at me a couple of times like omg. Well, he had the best view of my boobs >_<. I really hate that shirt of mine, I dunno why I had that one on, but at least it was some kind of a magnet for our dear Karyu. Whenever I told him to come near and he saw it, he really did come near to me. I just told like "are we flirting with eachother omg?". No no, it was so wrong, so wrong! xD Anyway, Zero played twice at our side and was sooooo cute, really. It war weird to see him without make-up and smilin' all the time while spillin water at people 0_o. And then he gave a big smile at me and spilled me too. I was like "Oh, I have You.... wait a minute, no! I love You, You are so cute!". I never told I would say something like "cute" about Zero, but well, it happened ^^". He even reached out his hands and I grabbed it!!!!!!!! And the winner is: kurutta_tenshi!!!!! My first handgrab with a musician I like! They went out and we waited for the encore. My legs were hurtin like crap so I took off my boots and the security guy near me gave a big wtf in my face. Then the band came back and played Gärnet and Born (Born was also the opening song). And at the very end of the show Karyu came near me once again, reached out his hands and.... we have another winner! xD I was like wow, Karyu touched me, give me a breake! I could tell him a few places where he can touche me, but well, my hand is okay too xD. It really was like hot sex I tell You!..... So wrong, so wrong ^.^!
There was a lots of fun happening there, but I better stop telling now. I gon and draw some birthsday peresents for my friends. i hope I don't forget to write here more often. Bye!