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hey what up just came to up date
life could be better but i am trying to get back on track n.n
i have been laughing more latly so i guess that is good but..
i can still fill pain.. You know in a more when a person kills a guy he wish he could go back
well i wish i could go back to 6th grade cas 6th grade was the best no fighs or nun
just you and your friends haveing fun tring to make it throught out the school day
then tho i do hate to say it and i really do.. i miss one of my used to be friends
life.. is hard i know and trust me i an't one to talk to ppl about it
see it is just you know where you have this friend where you can be dumb as hell and they won't care cas they are the same way
or when you can tell them how much you hate someone/parents/pops/ and you want to kick their asses
or like that one friend you would want to get him/her a gift ever halloday/bday but know you can't but they know that you care
or that you would try to help them with any thing that care there way even if it was painfull
or ....that ..friend you .. know you would want to keep no matter what but know...you want to so damn fucking hard!!
but...
you can't
i wish that i could go back to where we were in fights together aginst the pops or like the boys on bands or lisning to music or fighing over soming that is as simpal as steping on a toe with out saying sorry
you wan't that to back ..but it won't ...you scram for it too..but it won't ..you cry over and over agin but agin ... it won't
life will make you move on it is almost like a game you know if you cheak you die and can't come back (suidcide)if you win you will move on to the next round(live) but if you die game over and start over (die)
in a game if you die you get mad if you bet it you are happy it can scare you and hurt you with out hurting you.. yah life sucks....
L=live
I =it
F=feel
E=eveything...
in japan 3 major things happend to me...
but i can only tell one
i used to see a goust it was alittle boy about 11 who i would see alot ..he never talked but i would see him ....my sister savannah would see a man in the shower...and i would see and hear things in the hall at night and when no one was home like a body of llight walking across the hall way..the little boy didn't scare me but the others did...the other thing is some that only my family knows about me and i am not allowed to speak of cas it really did happen and we don't want it comeing back
life could be better but i am trying to get back on track n.n
i have been laughing more latly so i guess that is good but..
i can still fill pain.. You know in a more when a person kills a guy he wish he could go back
well i wish i could go back to 6th grade cas 6th grade was the best no fighs or nun
just you and your friends haveing fun tring to make it throught out the school day
then tho i do hate to say it and i really do.. i miss one of my used to be friends
life.. is hard i know and trust me i an't one to talk to ppl about it
see it is just you know where you have this friend where you can be dumb as hell and they won't care cas they are the same way
or when you can tell them how much you hate someone/parents/pops/ and you want to kick their asses
or like that one friend you would want to get him/her a gift ever halloday/bday but know you can't but they know that you care
or that you would try to help them with any thing that care there way even if it was painfull
or ....that ..friend you .. know you would want to keep no matter what but know...you want to so damn fucking hard!!
but...
you can't
i wish that i could go back to where we were in fights together aginst the pops or like the boys on bands or lisning to music or fighing over soming that is as simpal as steping on a toe with out saying sorry
you wan't that to back ..but it won't ...you scram for it too..but it won't ..you cry over and over agin but agin ... it won't
life will make you move on it is almost like a game you know if you cheak you die and can't come back (suidcide)if you win you will move on to the next round(live) but if you die game over and start over (die)
in a game if you die you get mad if you bet it you are happy it can scare you and hurt you with out hurting you.. yah life sucks....
L=live
I =it
F=feel
E=eveything...
in japan 3 major things happend to me...
but i can only tell one
i used to see a goust it was alittle boy about 11 who i would see alot ..he never talked but i would see him ....my sister savannah would see a man in the shower...and i would see and hear things in the hall at night and when no one was home like a body of llight walking across the hall way..the little boy didn't scare me but the others did...the other thing is some that only my family knows about me and i am not allowed to speak of cas it really did happen and we don't want it comeing back