so yeah
i had a really really fun day with olivia today. went to to various places, did various things, drank a lot of various drinks, and read various obscene messages on humpback bridge..
but now i'm just kinda back home and just kinda trying to pass time before i go to bed..
for one, i'm absolutely tired of working night shift at dairy queen. i really feel as though because i'm nice and whatnot, i seem to get "pushed" around a lot. i've been requesting dayshift hours since before school let out, yet the last time i had day shift was july 4. on many nights, i'm usually the one who has to close. yes, i understand that i'm probably one of the main front-liners on night shift, but damn...i'm not a freakin' manager.
did i mention i haven't had dayshift since july 4? yeah. i honestly feel like i don't have much time to see anybody except on the fews days that i have off. hell, most of the time i don't even know what days i have off until tuesday night...which kinda makes me eh. i'd like to go see a movie tomorrow, but i can't since i got put on 4-closing. apparently by requesting more daylight hours that translates too, "here, have an extra hour of sunlight."
another thing is that there is so much damn drama there that working just isn't even enjoyable to me anymore. the people on night shift now are always at each others' throats, and i just try my best to steer clear of that. people are just looking for ways to find gossip about somebody (and i'm sure somebody is probably reading this who works there..), and it's annoying. shut the hell up and just do your job, geeze. i would say a whole lot more, but like i'm said, i'm sure somebody will probably read this who would say something to somebody...
my official last day is august 12, and to be honest, i think i'm going to be done with dairy queen forever. i rather not work over breaks unless i'm really really low on money..but yeah. i'm aiming to perhaps find a new job next summer or maybe even do summer classes, i don't know.
tonight in general i just feel eh. i felt really eh earlier in the day too, despite my awesome day with olivia. i guess sometimes i just feel really lonely and just can't really do much with anybody since i don't get any dayshift hours (when everybody who sucks up enough does). i haven't been able/nor will be able to hang out with a big group of people because the only time that anybody can get together...usually i have night shift. i just really feel like shit all of a sudden and i can't quite explain why. meh.
-Sarah
but now i'm just kinda back home and just kinda trying to pass time before i go to bed..
for one, i'm absolutely tired of working night shift at dairy queen. i really feel as though because i'm nice and whatnot, i seem to get "pushed" around a lot. i've been requesting dayshift hours since before school let out, yet the last time i had day shift was july 4. on many nights, i'm usually the one who has to close. yes, i understand that i'm probably one of the main front-liners on night shift, but damn...i'm not a freakin' manager.
did i mention i haven't had dayshift since july 4? yeah. i honestly feel like i don't have much time to see anybody except on the fews days that i have off. hell, most of the time i don't even know what days i have off until tuesday night...which kinda makes me eh. i'd like to go see a movie tomorrow, but i can't since i got put on 4-closing. apparently by requesting more daylight hours that translates too, "here, have an extra hour of sunlight."
another thing is that there is so much damn drama there that working just isn't even enjoyable to me anymore. the people on night shift now are always at each others' throats, and i just try my best to steer clear of that. people are just looking for ways to find gossip about somebody (and i'm sure somebody is probably reading this who works there..), and it's annoying. shut the hell up and just do your job, geeze. i would say a whole lot more, but like i'm said, i'm sure somebody will probably read this who would say something to somebody...
my official last day is august 12, and to be honest, i think i'm going to be done with dairy queen forever. i rather not work over breaks unless i'm really really low on money..but yeah. i'm aiming to perhaps find a new job next summer or maybe even do summer classes, i don't know.
tonight in general i just feel eh. i felt really eh earlier in the day too, despite my awesome day with olivia. i guess sometimes i just feel really lonely and just can't really do much with anybody since i don't get any dayshift hours (when everybody who sucks up enough does). i haven't been able/nor will be able to hang out with a big group of people because the only time that anybody can get together...usually i have night shift. i just really feel like shit all of a sudden and i can't quite explain why. meh.
-Sarah