Dec 21, 2003 01:00
she didn't call :(
i know there has to be a good reason why she couldn't.
at least it makes me realize how much something means to you when you don't get it... or don't have it or whatever. you know what i mean.
i'm cold..
i think i have a problem but i'll never admit it to anyone, let alone myself.
i did absolutely nothing today, i feel like a waste.
i'm just cursed, thats all. everyone i love goes away in the end.